Winding My Great, Great Grandchild by Kristina Woodhilltick
duration, duration, duration
I am in no hurry
to wind the 10,000 year clock
back when these world-wide clocks
were someone's visionary babies,
children to foster thinking long term,
I fashioned my own quest to observe
who would come,
how long they would visit
if their experience was transformative
my hosts, Nevada's rugged mountains;
ancient bristlecone pines, my tent braces
I set up camp
in the pines' warped sparse shade
gathered old twigs
to trace lazy dreams in thin quartzitic till
I borrowed
eagle's eye
black bear's coat
bobcat's stealth
innate skills
to bolster my metered observation
they do not fear day's steady rhythm
nor soon-blanching bone's white sheen
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by night, shadows and I dance
exchange our shifting, glancing faces
by day, sun and I dance
this clock also powered, salsa to sun's symphony
I observe and salute
each entrant's knock
come to climb
up into The Long Now
come to the 200 foot spiral
stone step by stone step
come to hand-turn the wheels
noting that pilgrim's past progress,
setting this pilgrim's future chime
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massive gears
gears turning
turning slowly
slowly meshing
meshing stone
stone ceramic
ceramic smooth
smooth & looming
looming tunnels
tunnels unlit
unlit walls
walls envelope
envelope echoes
echoes chatter
chatter footfall
footfall step, step
step up, up, up
up & winding
winding gears
gears massive
tock
some may seek to round out thirty seven and a third
lamented missed rose buds or timid puckers
others might seek a faster gear to melt
a quinquacentennial in glacial ethics
time machine, it is not
time machine, it is
one pilgrim describing
the light at the top of his climb
god's eye, he said,
a distant tease, illuminating only a little
of the inner tantalizing mystery
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I hum along to each unique chiming
lent to my open-air ears
fill the varied spaces between
each entry
gathering seed shards
from opening stars
flashing distant smiles,
temper tantrums,
eureka moments
I lasso Halley's tail each 75th
taking that ring-around-the-galaxy ride
I self promised
pilgrim with cocked eyebrow
came out quite mad,
one tick-a-year confounded
each step up he took, needing a partner
can't keep time in a
stairwell,
can't keep it hidden
from all seeking eyes,
can't lock it up
like a clock in a closet,
surely they know
that time loves to fly
tock
two centuries ago, bored
I morphed, lizard-like,
skimmed ground level environs;
subtle tremors from the far west
tickled my underside in land waves
smoke from the north one hot season
billowed about, forcing affairs with rain clouds,
producing rain drops of odd ashen faces
peering at each other as they fell
plopping and sloppy all around;
I fled to a rock's crack
pilgrim with thick, prismatic spectacles
convinced she had seen
writing on the dark inner walls
now you think you see it
now is when you don't think
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I slid into a bristlecone pine needle for a time
admiring its persistence, stiff and spotted with resin
a leaf miner seeking the essential core
I hopelessly toiled at still
I could not retain myself
pilgrim on hands and knees
muttering about cathedrals and deadlines
convinced the next clue to the location
of his deity's sacred throne
rested on the fifty fifth step
tock
around the five thousand,
buzzard vultures and I agreed
to begin fleshing out the complexities
I begged to keep one good eye
a strong throwing arm
four of my best curved ribs
atop my knoll I hurled my boomarangs
to earth's four compass points
my whispered queries resting lightly
on each tabla rasa bone
answers came back carved scrimshaw
of intricate mazelike logic,
snagged flailing philosophies
pulling at rib tips
like a child's too small sweater vest,
and one very smooth rib with a note, dripping red,
return to sender – sorry, we are temporarily out of ink
pilgrim sits quietly on a high knoll
reading through a small bone yard,
picking them up and throwing them occasionally,
trying to encourage a different answer
04/30/2012
Author's Note: http://longnow.org/clock/
Posted on 04/30/2012 Copyright © 2024 Kristina Woodhill
Member Comments on this Poem |
Posted by Linda Fuller on 05/01/12 at 03:44 PM Epic, extraordinary. |
Posted by Joan Serratelli on 05/02/12 at 10:53 PM Kristina- you outdid yourself- this is as good as it gets. An extrodinary piece. |
Posted by Chris Sorrenti on 05/06/12 at 01:55 PM Brilliant piece of work, Kristina. I've always had a soft spot for poems that deal with time. Love the messages and construction. |
Posted by Gregory O'Neill on 05/06/12 at 07:29 PM With in this eclectic poem, I find questions to ponder, thoughts to weigh, and the wonder that is time itself. Here's to 10,000 years of thought and responsibility...required by time, from all of us. The Long Now has always been with us. An excellent write. Thanks. |
Posted by Laura Doom on 05/20/12 at 11:23 AM Mind as ultimate time-machine--the secret is ignoring 'time', I guess :> Inimitable presentation of a gift labelled 'now'. |
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