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Desensitized

by Michele Schottelkorb

Global heartache bursts your holiday bubble
Human suffering a mere teardrop
On your grinning television screen
Pledge a dollar for Compassion’s sake
(and to save face, of course)

I have no clue how they feel
A million miles away
Have you an inkling, my dear Friend?
The tragedy of a Universe

News media more concerned with who’s giving what
Countries sitting back to see if their precious gold
Can be donated by another
“Unprecedented disaster” the headlines scream

No kidding? Really?

Did you hear about Dayalan’s orphans?
A miracle, my Friend~ 30 children saved
To the thousands lost; swept to death in the heartless sea
Ripped from Mother’s arms in a life destroying split second decision

But you know, I have my eggnog
My Christmas debt, my morning sickness and sciatic pain
{poor me}

I flip the channel and half-heartedly wonder if I know any of the dead…

01/02/2005

Author's Note: I have spent the greater part of today, finally, sitting in front of the TV, watching the tragedy that is unfolding on our planet, courtesy to a tsunami... I am having a difficult time grasping the concept of this gargantuan amount of human suffering and human kindness... It's surreal... I'm desensitized, and not proud of it... I have been sobbing for the last hour, hugging my 5 year old and husband close, and speaking softly to the little one in my womb... Maybe there's hope for me... LUCKY, FORTUNATE me.

Posted on 01/02/2005
Copyright © 2024 Michele Schottelkorb

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Maureen Glaude on 01/03/05 at 01:56 AM

yes, it seems almost too hard to fathom. And though I get your point and felt that, too, re our lives going on and focused on the annual trivia or routine etc. of the holiday period, I know many of us were glad that the churches are addressing how we can help, and how we must reach out, etc. and I believe people really do care terribly but feel so small and inadequate in proportion to the losses. I was grateful that our minister guided us today on the horrendous issue, and recognized the grief many of us are carrying rather silently, in shock. But it does seem surreal, and distant for us. Well done Michelle.

Posted by Chris Sorrenti on 01/03/05 at 05:18 AM

Yeah, adds a whole new meaning to the word "helpless." Sadness, frustration, and even a little anger well expressed Michele.

Posted by Graeme Fielden on 01/03/05 at 12:00 PM

words do so much, yet they can't really the magnitude of such disaster: if only Bush and Blair could commmit funds for healing instead of war...the world is at a loss...where are all the leaders? No votes, nor donations in this me thinks...what a world, huh? Nice to see you writing again Michele, you've expressed our helplessness very well. :)

Posted by Philip F De Pinto on 01/03/05 at 02:53 PM

beyond this tragedy there is another great tragedy that our feelings, for the happy trail mix have become dormant and calloused, that is I believe the greater tragedy, when our feelings sink so low below the screen they are essentially undetectable. but not this poem it has its sirens up full blast and all can hear.

Posted by Ashok Sharda on 01/04/05 at 01:52 PM

I am happy that at least you 'feel' it emotionally rather than intellectually. Incidentally I was on a plane to the worst affected area on the very same day when the tsunami struck. I met people who had lost their near and dear.Well, for them this was a personal tragedy, as all the tragedies are.For record sake, this was the biggest natural calamity of the century.

Posted by JD Clay on 01/04/05 at 02:26 PM

They say, everything returns to the sea, but to think they have put a price on a corpse goes beyond the pale. Great wake up call, Michele. Pe4ce...

Posted by Alison McKenzie on 01/05/05 at 06:21 PM

I understand exactly what you mean. I have dug deep to feel the wretching pain that survivors must be experiencing, but the truth of it is that I cannot even begin to fathom or grasp even the tip of that horrific iceburg. And I try. I watch the news casts. I report (to myself) several times a day the latest death count. I immerse myself in daydreaming about the water, imagine drowning in it should the sea grab me, but still I can't touch it. And I feel I should! I feel duty-bound to KNOW it like they know it, as if somehow my knowing could relieve any little bit of their tragedy. But. I'm shamefully relieved that I don't have to know it, LUCKY, FORTUNATE me too. Love to you.

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