you can find anything on the web
10/21/2005 02:32 a.m.
If it is out there ~ well, looks like you have access. Nothing is sacred. This was kinda scary in a stalker sort of way.
Check out this link....I did and yep ~ my driver's license was there.

http://www.license.shorturl.com

I am currently Freaky
I am listening to the hum of the computer.

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stolen from Aaron who stole it from Jersey who stole it from Jaz
10/18/2005 01:56 a.m.
1. ONE WISH?
if I tell will it still come true? you are my one wish
2. ARE YOU A LOVER OR A FIGHTER?
lover all the way
3. WHAT'S YOUR WORST FEAR?
being alone for the rest of my life
4. AS A KID, WERE YOU A LEGO MANIAC?
no, but my little brother loved them
5. WHAT DO YOU THINK OF "REALITY" TV?
hahahahahaha ~ reality is NOT tv
6. DO YOU CHEW ON YOUR STRAWS?
no, but I always wad my wrappers into a little ball
7. WERE YOU A CUTE BABY?
of course ~ too bad I had to grow up
8. IS THE SINGLE LIFE FOR YOU?
refer to question #3
9. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR KEYBOARD?
beige with black lettering
10. DO YOU SING IN THE SHOWER?
my shower is busted, and ~ no, I don't sing in the tub
11. HAVE YOU EVER BUNGEE JUMPED?
no, and I don't plan to either
12. ANY SECRET TALENTS?
nada
13. WHAT'S YOUR IDEAL VACATION SPOT?
I would love to visit the UK
14. IS JAY LENO FUNNY?
who?
15. CAN YOU DRIVE?
does a car have 4 wheels?
16. HAVE YOU SEEN THE MOVIE "DONNIE DARKO"?
LOVED IT!!!!!
18. HOW MANY LICKS DOES IT TAKE TO GET TO THE CENTER OF A TOOSTIE POP?
depends on the flavor
19. CAN YOU SING THE ALPHABET BACKWARDS?
I can't even say it backwards
20. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON AN AIRPLANE?
nope
21. ARE YOU AN ONLY CHILD?
2 younger brothers
22. DO YOU PREFER ELECTRIC OR MANUAL PENCIL SHARPENERS?
whatever works
23. WHAT'S YOUR STAND ON HUNTING?
grew up around it ~ but have never shot a gun in my life
24. IS MARRIAGE IN YOUR FUTURE?
I hope so
25. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
no, and I can't read it either
26. WHAT ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO?
stupid quizzes *aaah chooo*
27. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAID, "I LOVE YOU?"
this evening as I was leaving my folks
28. IS ELVIS STILL ALIVE?
yes, but he did leave the building
30. HOW DO YOU LIKE YOUR EGGS?
scrambled in butter with cheese and onions on top
31. ARE BLONDES DUMB?
pass ~ this is a "dumb" question
32. WHERE DOES THE OTHER SOCK END UP?
with the towel
33. WHAT TIME IS IT?
8:38 pm
34. DO YOU HAVE A NICKNAME?
nope
35. IS MCDONALD'S DISGUSTING?
I like their flurries, and how about that special sauce!
36. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WERE IN A CAR?
on my way home from work
37. DO YOU PREFER BATHS OR SHOWERS?
I prefer showers, but see question #10
38. IS SANTA CLAUS REAL?
I still get something under the tree from him every year
39. DO YOU LIKE TO HAVE YOUR NECK KISSED?
no, it gives me the shivers
40. ARE YOU AFRAID OF THE DARK?
no, but sometimes I am afraid of what is in the dark
41.WHAT ARE YOU ADDICTED TO?
carmex lip balm ~ I currently own 4 tubes
42. CRUNCHY OR CREAMY PEANUT BUTTER?
extra crunchy
43. CAN YOU CRACK YOUR NECK?
ouch, I don't even crack my nuckles
44. HAVE YOU EVER RIDDEN IN AN AMBULANCE?
nope, and never broken a bone in my body either
45. HOW MANY TIMES HAVE YOU BRUSHED YOUR TEETH TODAY?
once ~ this morning
46. IS DRUG FREE THE WAY TO BE?
all the way
47. ARE YOU A HEAVY SLEEPER?
I wish, the light from my alarm clock keeps me awake sometimes
48. WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES?
greyish
50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR LIFE?
no, and sad to say I don't love it either
51. LIQUOR OR BEER?
Diet Dr. Pepper
52. ARE YOU PSYCHIC?
I don't believe in that stuff
53. HAVE YOU READ "CATCHER IN THE RYE"?
no
54. DO YOU PLAY ANY INSTRUMENTS?
no
55. HAVE U EVER STOLEN MONEY?
kinda, on accident ~ looooong story
56. CAN YOU SNOWBOARD?
are you kidding? I have trouble walking
57. DO YOU LIKE CAMPING?
yes, I love it
58. DO U SNORT WHEN U LAUGH?
nope, I rarely laugh
59. DO YOU BELIEVE IN MAGIC?
nope, man am I pathetic or what?
60. ARE DOGS A MAN'S BEST FRIEND?
no, they are a woman's silly ~ mine are named Saussie & Squire
61. DO YOU BELIEVE IN DIVORCE?
depends on the circumstance
62. CAN YOU DO THE MOONWALK?
again, I have trouble walking
63. DO YOU MAKE A LOT OF MISTAKES?
my life has been one big mistake
64. IS IT HOT OUTSIDE TODAY?
for Arkansas on October ~ you never know what you are gonna get ~ ask me again next week
65. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU ATE?
homemade tunafish sandwich on toasted bread with bacon & ranch pasta salad ~ it was gooood
66. DO YOU WEAR NAIL POLISH?
my nail polish mood ebbs & flows ~ right now it is ebbing
67. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN KISSED?
ahhh, you made me blush
68. WHAT'S THE MOST ANNOYING COMMERCIAL?
can you hear me now, can you hear me now, can you hear me now, can you hear me now...........
69. DO YOU SHOP AT AMERICAN EAGLE?
honestly, I have never heard of it
70. DO YOU SNORE?
how do I know, I am asleep
71. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT?
don't really know ~ never have time to listen that much
72. LAST THING THAT MADE YOU SAD?
waking up this morning to my never-changing life
I am currently Gloomy
I am listening to nothing.

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save the best for last?
10/16/2005 06:43 p.m.
The
Last Cigarette: January 20, 1999 ~ I quit the day my Momma had her heart attack
Last Alcoholic Drink: had champagne on New Years Eve December 31, 1999
Last Car Ride: friday evening driving home from work
Last Kiss: yesterday ~ my neice gave me a sweet peck on the cheek, then I returned the favor on her little forehead
Last Good Cry: every day ~ all the time
Last Library Book: ? ~ read one about plants to my nephew (it was one he checked out) a few months ago
Last book bought: Captivating by John & Staci Eldredge
Last Book Read: gideon by Russell Andrews
Last Movie Seen in Theatres: Madagascar
Last Movie Rented: 3 for 1 pass...Undead, Unleashed, & Kingdom of Heaven
Last Cuss Word Uttered: I plead the fifth
Last Beverage Drank: water
Last Food Consumed: chocolate chip cookies
Last Crush: again I plead the fifth
Last Phone Call: Nannie telling me that the soup was warm, about 15 min ago ~ so I should probably hurry this up
Last TV Show Watched: CSI
Last Time Showered: today
Last Shoes Worn: black fuzzy slippers ~ are those shoes?
Last CD Played: monk & neagle
Last Item Bought: a water outlet for my car
Last Download: ?
Last Annoyance: do I have to answer this truthfully?
Last Disappointment: myself
Last Soda Drank: Diet Dr. Thunder (that is Sam's Choice for us poor folks who can't afford the real thing)
Last Thing Written: substantial? last night's personal journal entry
Last Key Used: "y"
Last Words Spoken: good-bye
Last Sleep: last night
Last Ice Cream Eaten: Chunky Monkey
Last Chair Sat In: what?
Last Webpage Visited: pathetic.org

**thanks to Escobar Lauren for the borrow?

I am currently Calm
I am listening to the sounds of outside.

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me and my lamp
10/15/2005 07:55 p.m.
I have this lamp. She sits on my bedside table. She is a very ordinary lamp. At first glance at least. Her base is an angel wearing a pink gown. She is holding a bouquet of lillies with a small lamb lying at her feet. Ok, maybe not that ordinary ~ but we all have to start somewhere. The way I see it our base ~ our beginning ~ is meant to be somewhat ordinary, but special to each of us. After all, there is only one way to enter the world ~ but we each do it with our own flare.
Ok, back to my lamp. Her shade is quite boring. Just a plain beige shade. Nothing else. And plain is never noticed, it just simply is. I love my lamp. She reminds me of myself. Just your every-day ordinary lamp, but when you take the time to get to knew her ~ let her do what she does best, her beauty shines.
Every night, I turn out my bedroom lights, and gently walk over and switch her on. From beneath that plain, beige shade ~ she radiates a beauty that cannot be seen unless you let her shine. Every panel of the shade turns into a colorful picture. There is green grass, blue skies, animals, trees, even angels. Her beauty comes from within. And only when given the chance to let her inner light shine. Only when someone takes the time to sit and get to know her. Admire her not for the ordinary that they see, but for who she really is ~ just a lamp, doing her job ~ spreading light and beauty for others. She comforts me. There are many nights that I go to sleep with her light.
I can relate to my lamp. Maybe that is why I love her so much. My whole life I have been passed over because of my plain exterior, all the while ~ my beauty can be found within ~ if only people would take the time to get to know me.
But this is the world that we live in. Beauty is not skin deep. It is soul deep. That is true beauty. It shines. It radiates. It just is.
I am currently Disillusioned
I am listening to my doggies barking.

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no wonder i got lost along the way...
10/09/2005 03:46 a.m.

little bits of colored memories
09/30/2005 03:20 a.m.
My favorite candy as a child was Sixlets. Those little colored morsels of yum ~ really no bigger than pellet. My brother would get a Chunky and I would get the Sixlets. Everytime ~ the same. Momma would always let us eat our candy in the car on the way home, but I had to wait.
Not because I was a bad child or anything like that ~ I was an angel ~ (see previous entry) but.......
Because I just couldn't eat them from that awesome tubular package they were in ~ no ~ I had a system for eating my Sixlets. Now that I think about it, it just might have been early OCD coming out. I had to have them dumped into a bowl so I could methodically eat them by their color. No certain order of color, I would just grab one and then eat all of that color ~ save one piece. Those green, red, yellow, orange, and brown yummies. My mouth is watering as I type this. Then at the end ~ with my five tiny pieces of candy, each a different color in hand ~ I would gobble them up in one big swoof.
I bought me some Sixlets today ~ and found myself instantly reverting to my childhood Sixlet obsession. It was like ingrained or something. I had not thought about that for years. But there it was.
And it felt sooooo good. Tasted pretty good too.
Aaahhh, I miss my childhood.
I am currently Nostalgic
I am listening to the fall night (my windows are open ~ YEA).

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now i know why i can't find a man...
09/29/2005 01:55 a.m.

How evil are you?

yum, yum ~ delicioso
09/28/2005 02:26 a.m.
I really love Taco Bell. Really. I do.

1)They are inexpensive.
2)They have Diet PEPSI!!!
3)The little dittys on those sauce packets just crack me up.
4)Three words ~ Carmel Apple Empanada

I miss that little doggie they used to have though. My mom actually collected them. Remember when they sold the stuffed ones and when you squeezed their tummies, they each had a little saying? My nephew called them chalupas (instead of chihuahuas) way back then, he still does to this day. Must have been when chalupas were new. Am I even spelling that right? Mom has them hanging on the back of her bedroom door in one of those shoe caddies. Every once in a while ~ she makes them talk. Taco Bell Chihuahua Chalupas in a Shoe Caddy. Just gotta go with the flow ~ you know

THINK OUTSIDE THE BUN!!!
I am currently Dorky
I am listening to Ant & PurpleClaw, my hermit crabs.

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seven
08/28/2005 05:09 a.m.
Seven things in my room:
1. a hermit crab terrarium
2. my Bible
3. my computer
4. an angel lamp
5. a purple trashcan
6. stack of books ~ two deep, 3 feet tall
7. an Ask Me More, Eeyore

Top seven things I say most:
1. I'm tired.
2. God bless you
3. Good morning, or Good afternoon ~ Zink Safety.
4. hello
5. I love you.
6. Saussie/Squire
7. no

Seven things I can't live without:
1. love of God
2. my Bible
3. family
4. air
5. water
6. food
7. stimulants ;)

Seven things I want to do before I die:
1. find my forevermate
2. marry him
3. have his children
4. be a good wife/mom
5. travel to Europe
6. become a teacher
7. love often

Seven other things:
1. Believe in God?..............................yes
2. Have a dream come true?............don't know
4. Pray? .......................................yes
5. Have a car?.................................yes
6. Attend church?..........................yes
7. Wish on shooting stars?...........yes

Have I ever:
1. Gone skinny dipping? no
2. Had surgery? yes
3. Swam in the dark? yes
4. Been to a Bonfire? yes
5. Ran away from home? no
6. Played strip poker? yes
7. Pulled an all nighter? yes

Seven things in the last 24 hours:
1. served at a wedding
2. made a car payment
3. went to a 30th birthday party
4. played 90's trivial pursuit
5. found and bought a 1934 edition of the Holy Bible for $4.50
6. took a shower with no electricity
7. prayed

**thanks to Uriel for the borrow ;)
I am currently Tired
I am listening to nothing.

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myspace?
08/20/2005 03:52 a.m.
Ok ~ call me slow if you want, but I just got the notion to venture on MySpace and give it a real good look-see. And then the notion hit me to give it a try-me.

So here I am ~ a MySpacer. A virgin MySpacer to boot. Anyone who knows anything about this little shindig of a place ~ please feel free to enlighten a me. I am sure I need it. Oh and any help will be most appreciated.

(and I found this little thingy ~ thought I might copy and paste, just to see who gets the hankerin to push it)


Find me on MySpace and be my friend!

I love you guys ~ you are the the most bestest. :^)
I am currently Silly
I am listening to my air-conditioner.

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