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Dateable test
03/13/2004 07:45 p.m.
I just took the Spark's dateable test. It was either that or start my homework. Anyway, apparently I am 72% dateable. I don't really know what that means. I don't wanna date people from Alaska anymore though. The odds are good but the goods are odd, as they say, though no offense to any Alaskan guys reading this. Not all the goods are odd, it's just a general statement.

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In between crying
03/12/2004 06:39 a.m.
SO in between the psychotic crying spells, I look at the way I feel and it's just ridiculous. I have decided it must be seasonal affective disorder, because there are no other explanations, it's insane, I'm insane. I called Shane this morning, woke him up to sob into the phone so hard that I wasn't even talking. I mean, what the fuck is that?

Maybe it's time to get some help.
I am currently Bored
I am listening to Jurrassic 5

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Drifting
03/09/2004 11:30 p.m.
I am really fucking depressed and I don't know why. I'm so sick of feeling like this.

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In the city...
03/05/2004 05:25 p.m.
I'm in California. It's warmer than Alaska, but not hot, which is too bad, but seeing as it's the beginning of March, any place that doesn't have snow is a vacation for me. I am on the sleeping pattern of my grandparents, meaning it's impossible to sleep in past 7am because the tv starts blasting around 6:30am, and then my mom and Grandma talk louder than necessary and then look surprised when I stumble into the room with my eyes puffy and hair sticking straight up. My big plans? Shopping. I need bras and they have actual Victorias Secret stores here, where I can go inside and try things on! Oh the joy of the lower 48. Anyway, I don't have much to say, I've just been lounging around reading which makes this one of the best vactaions ever!

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Work is stupid
03/03/2004 06:20 p.m.
So my boss shows up when she's not supposed to be here and instantly assigns me 40 meaningless tasks. I had to CLEAN THE REFRIGERATOR, it was ridiculous. This job is such bullshit, I can't believe the way they run things. In between my anger venting, I just have to grunt to myself "Two more months, two more months." Then all the bullshit will be over until I find new bullshit at a new job. WOhoo!

Some good news is that I'm leaving to go to California today. I gotta get outta here.
I am currently Erotic
I am listening to Weezer

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AHHHH
03/01/2004 11:15 p.m.
Quit eating MY FOOD. I can't afford to feed you anymore. Quit putting you disgusting feet all over the coffee table and into your piles of broccoli. Quit leaving nasty bits of banana everywhere. Quit talking about relationships. Quit chewing with your mouth open. Quit jumping all over me as soon as I walk in the door. Quit slurping your fucking tea, JUST DRINK IT. I'M GOING FUCKING INSANE
I am currently Anxious

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Today
02/26/2004 02:28 a.m.
Today a weird guy from JPC talked to me for a long time. (Ok, he's not actually weird, I just have a problem with him: He told me he hates marijuana. I can respect people's reasons for not smoking, but I really want to know why some people hate it so much. Are they just uneducated about it?) Anyway, he told me I was cute.

It was kinda weird.

But it still kinda made my day. (Seeing as this time, it wasn't a 30 year-old dad-type)

"Whatever" is not a mood option. It's how I feel.

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7 am
02/25/2004 04:31 p.m.
Sometimes I get a wave of depression that makes me gasp.

I have one right now. Leeda is lurking and it freaks me out. I don't like being stared at.
I am listening to Waiting for my Ruca

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Rockin the LRC
02/25/2004 12:24 a.m.
Some guy commented on my "Fart Steam" haiku: He said he didn't know girls farted. Well, let me tell you, they do, a lot. Most of the girls I know fart more than the guys, but maybe the guys just control themselves better. When I had food poisoning, they smelled like rotten eggs. Really rotten eggs. It really didn't help settle my stomach when I couldn't stand my own stench.

So I'm in the LRC computer lab, which is where I spend about 1/3 of my waking life. I should be getting ahead on homework. Yeah right.

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Working makes me cranky
02/23/2004 06:27 a.m.
9:25 pm and I'm drinking coffee. I know what it will do to me, so I'm curious as to why I do it to myself? Oh good lord, who gives a crap? Spring semester BLOOOOOOOOOOWS! I guess there are only 2 more months though, so I'll just stick it out.

Wish I didn't miss him so much.
I wish I had my life in order. I feel like I'm drifting without a goal right now and I hate that feeling.

Yummmmmm, milky, sugary coffee.

I love adverbs. I sometimes wish I didn't know quite as much about sentence structure though, it's hard for me not to point out sentence ambiguities and so on.

Bitch, moan.
I've got to stop complaining. Nobody likes a complainer.
I am currently Detached

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