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Explicit again. Sorry
04/07/2004 08:10 p.m.
I just need to vent.

Fuck.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK!

Exclaimation point!

I need a mentor that tells me what decision to make.

Mood: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
I am listening to snow melting (finally)

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Ehes vagyok
04/06/2004 10:35 p.m.
That means "I'm hungry" in Hungarian. I am. Really. It's my own fault though for not gowing grocery shopping. I hung out with Sarah and Stuart last night. It was a lot of fun, but then I couldn't sleep this morning. I always think of everything stressful when I am trying to sleep and jerk awake so I can worry about all the things I have no control over. It's a lot of fun. I hope it's something that continues to really disturb my precious sleep for a long time. Or whatever. I'm just really hungry and grouchy. I also need to pick a controversial issue to write about for English. I am tired of picking controversial issues and writing essays about them. I'm over it. I can't wait to graduate.

I wish I had some pie.
I am currently Fine
I am listening to Computers humming and people typing

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Extremely explicit
04/05/2004 02:39 a.m.
I'm a big fucking moron.

But it'll be ok, I have Stuart on my side.

As well as Mayonaise.
I am currently Detached

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I'm an idiot
04/02/2004 04:21 p.m.
And may I just say that I am probably one of the most ridiculously gullible people I know.

It's not something I'm proud of.

I went to first tap last night and got shit faced. It was awesome. Then Randi, Dave, Eric and I stumbled back to Dave's because he lives one street over.

I'm sneezy

bye

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Wasting time
03/31/2004 10:24 p.m.
I'm wasting time in the computer lab because my first class was cancelled and I had hours and hours with nothing to do. Oh well. This is the second time class has been cancelled the day a paper was due, I bet it's because Dr. Kline didn't finsh grading all the other papers and didn't have anything to hand back. None of my other teachers ever cancel class, and I wish they would. Kline's class is one of the few i have that I actually like. Anyway, I don't really have much to say right now. Didn't I already write an entry this morning? I can't even remember. This is where my mom would dance around me saying "ohhhhhh, no short-term memory, huh? What does that mean?" And then giggle like a school girl.

I don't think it's that funny Also, I applied for a job to be a landscaper on campus this summer. They probably won't hire me and I won't hear anything from them. That seems to be the growing trend with employers. Looking too far to the left or right without moving my head makes my eyes hurt.
I am currently Bored

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Lookin for a job
03/29/2004 10:32 p.m.
So I quit my job, and that's great, because I was tired of it, and I've been much happier, but now there's a problem: I need to get another one. Did you notice how I could replace the word "Job" with the proform "One?" That proves that job is an entire noun phrase because only whole noun phrases can be proformed. God I love linguistics. It's fascinating and I LOVE IT! I know that makes me ahuge nerd, but I don't care. If linguistics was a man, I'd marry it.

I am also really pleased with myself because I wrote my entire research paper and mini-poster for my stupid JPC class yesterday. Wohoo! Done and done and it's not due until Wednesday. I love not procrastinating. I am also really glad there is only a month left of school. This is not such a fun semester but soon the crap will be over. I'm taking 12 credits this summer which is lame, but 9 of them are telecourse and the other class is beginning stained glass, which sounds like a lot of fun. Fall semester is gonna be hard core. I already registered because I'm weird like that, even though it's a little depressing to think forward to August when summer is gonna be over, and winter will come again. Stupid winter. But I have my schedule all figured out and I only have class two days a week next semester. Tuesday and Thursday. Too bad I have about 10 hours of class on Tuesday but whatever. I started ready "House Of Leaves" because I have heard excellent things about it from people I respect, so I thought I'd give it a try. It was kinda hard to find, but I got the last copy from the used bookstore here. I had no idea what it was about, but it's a bit of a horror story. It's really really interesting though. There are two really distinct voices which I really enjoy because there is basically the development of two different stories that are based on the same thing and happen at different times. I've heard it's quite an experience after it's finished. I'm only about 1/10th through, so we'll see.

Anyway, I guess I should stop avoiding my homework now. Tra la la, I may be going insane, but it's been coming for a while, so I'm not too worried.
I am currently Dorky
I am listening to Typing and heavy breathing (computer lab perverts)

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hi ho
03/29/2004 05:29 a.m.
Back to school I go (tomorrow anyway) I am in the process of doing all the homework that I avoided by sitting on the couch and leaving my backpack in the car for 10 days. Alas, Spring Break is almost over, but I'm not really that sad, because I have exactly 1 month left of school and then it's FREEDOM! FREEDOM! Until summer sessions start at least.

Also, I realized that the only thing that it truly permanent in my life are my tattoos. At least I have something to cling to, right?

Don't worry, I'm not depressed anymore, it was just a thought.
I am currently Good
I am listening to Classical music (like I know the song titles)

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Spring break!
03/19/2004 09:14 p.m.
Wohoo! Freedom! No more Campus Center, no more school (for 10 days). I have 2 big projects to do. Why do teachers do that? If I decide to become a teacher (right now I'm thinking about teacher, chef, writer, journalist, or hairstylist, random huh?) then I will never assign projects during break. It's a load of CRAP.

I'm not really mad, I just have nothing else to say.

Yesterday I told Shane that if I ever run from President, my campaign slogan is gonna be:

"I'm always right, and now everyone will know."

Just the right amount of bossy.

(I'm not really that bossy, I just thought it was funny)

I made a cheesecake for the ladies night we're having tonight. I can't wait to scarf it down. I don't want to brag, but I make a really fucking delicious cheesecake.

na, megyek.
I am currently Great
I am listening to j-5

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St. Patrick's Day!
03/18/2004 02:04 a.m.
Today is a holiday that I can really appreciate. No love crap to make singles feel sorry for themselves, but celebrate beer! Adri, Jory, Joanne and I all went to Mooses Tooth for a mid afternoon beer-drinking pizza eating fun time. It was great. I got a little drunk before JPC101 and had a great time! Except I got the hiccups and hept having to pee, but hey, the class was entertaining for once.

I am currently Content
I am listening to The Grass is Gree-Nelly Furtado

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Why are mornings so bad?
03/16/2004 11:50 p.m.
Apparently if you have SAD (and I think I do) the mornings are the worst, or at least that's when it hits me the worst. I hung out with Keith and Peggy yesterday. He was being a jerk. Seeing as I was in my normal state, I was being pretty honest with him (meaning rude.) He's just sort of condescending, even to me, and that's not cool. But whatever, it's not a situation I need to deal with. I just took a linguistics test. Honestly, it could go either way. Really good, really bad, or decent. I'm assuming I did decently. I think I'm gonna go to Loussac library this afternoon. It's such a nice big library. I went there yesterday, and this woman got in the elevator with me and started yakking about how slow the elvator is and how bad she had to pee. I wanted to ask her why didn't she shut her pie hole and use the bathroom on the floor we were just on, but I decided telling a random stranger to shut their pie hole probably isn't the nicest thing to do. But then talking about how bad you need to pee probably isn't something most people do in front of strangers.

So...I've been thinking about moving out of state. Really. I want to check out northern California, SOuthern California, Washington, or New Zealand. I just need to get outta here! But I'm gonna graduate first, so I'll be here at least another 2 years. Crap crap crap. Oh well. Anyway, I should go now.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to Jay-Z

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