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neverending story
05/17/2004 05:59 a.m.

i finally found "the Neverending Story" on DVD and picked it up for Aud... we have the second one, but i wanted her to be able to see the movie that i loved so much as a child... we went out and had dinner together... then came home to watch it... what joy it was to hear her laughter simultaneous with mine when Falcor, the Luck Dragon laughs... this is why i say my daughter is the love of my life... here are the song lyrics to "neverending story"... remember to be a child, especially when life feels especially hard...

 

by erasure...

Turn around, look at what you see,
in her face, the mirror of your dreams
Make believe I'm everywhere, hidden in the lines
written on the pages is the answer to a  neverending story, neverending story.

Reach the stars, fly a fantasy. 
dream a dream, and what you see will be. 
Lives that keep their secrets, will unfold behind the clouds.
and there upon the rainbow is the answer to a neverending story.
neverending story
story
neverending story

Go! Show no fear, for she may fade away. 
In your hand, the birth of the new day.
Lives that keep their secrets will unfold behind the clouds. 
and there upon the rainbow is the answer to a neverending story.
Neverending story
Neverending story
Neverending story
 

I am currently Quiet
I am listening to the neverending story...

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maybe...
05/16/2004 11:40 p.m.

maybe you will read this

and, maybe you won’t

you read my poems sometimes

but journal entries i know not

 

if perchance you do read this, my dearest love

please hear my pleading words:

 

i beg you to see

i beg you to feel

 

this madness is destroying me

slowly and methodically

i know the curtains are drawn shut

in moments of your downtrodden world

but her and i are waiting here

patiently waiting

right outside your windowpane

in the sun

 

but, i fear, my precious dear, if you make us wait too long

acid rain shall begin to fall and cover our bodies here

 

so, i beg you to see

i beg you to feel

 

 

i hate begging… but i will, just one more time…
I am currently Helpless
I am listening to the voices piss me off...

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Canadian ale is to die for...
05/14/2004 10:30 p.m.

ok, so andi brings home this ale... it doesn't look like a regular beer... it has a little devil on the front... and it is called "Maudzit" (thank you, bonnie, for reminding me)... and let me tell you... i thought i had tasted great beer/ale... many microbreweries... and nothing, i mean nothing, like this succulent, dark ale...

apparently andi and bonnie had a few at the hotel when they met up... i am so grateful there was some to spare... thank you for getting them on the plane, andikins!!!... now, where do i get more??!!

 

i'm in love... sorry honey... *grin*


I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to aud talk to the animals...

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it doesn't take much...
05/11/2004 04:56 a.m.

yep... i'm in a poem... with my best friend... and i'm grinning ear to ear...

thank you... you just made my night... *smile*

 

oh yes, and on a side note... if perchance you pick up Guinness Extra Stout, instead of regular ole Guinness, might i suggest you save it for making a black 'n tan (Bass Ale... mmm)... it just isn't as good as the original when supped alone... my tip of ale for the day...

and, if your drinking a black 'n tan, or several... might i also suggest running naked through your backyard... *grin*

 

 


I am currently Silly
I am listening to aud tell me why i should let her take the snake out by herself..

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she's baaack
05/09/2004 05:21 a.m.

i am so glad to see you, mamas... blessings that you're home safe...

i'm calling you, man *grin*


I am currently Happy
I am listening to them bounce

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casualties
05/07/2004 01:13 a.m.

http://www.cnn.com/SPECIALS/2003/iraq/forces/casualties/index.html

my husband sent me this link with the following message by email (entitled: LIFE TEST FROM ROB) today: "Read on this web site for about 30 min, then just try and one of us feel sorry for ourselves about the state of our lives."

yeah...


I am currently Somber
I am listening to my heart still beating...

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hacker's delight to my dismay
05/05/2004 12:16 a.m.

your life an aimless nothing
rotting in your chair
ruin lives by bluffing
you're whitening my hair

a little bug, a shifty worm
my cyber world in jail
if i could catch you, make you squirm
i'd hammer in the nail

hacker, oh i loathe you so
for wasting all my time
my muse today, a gutless foe
damn you for this rhyme

may 2, 2004


that damn lasser worm hit our computer... hard... bleh...
wasting time reloading windows and anti-virus stuff when i could be writing real poetry, heh...
if i ever catch one of those hackers, i'm gonna hang em
by their toenails in my front yard... i mean it...

 


I am currently Pissed Off
I am listening to the wind blow hard...

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may butterflies pave your way
05/01/2004 08:46 a.m.
i’m going to miss you… in my selfish little way… not being able to pick up the phone on a whim or jump in the car for a 5 minute drive to arrive where my ale-laden head has a trusted shoulder to cry on… *wink*… ok, i know, it’s just a week… so i’m spoiled… *grin*… seriously… you are my blessing, so may this be yours… a week of love and light and inspiration… i love you, man… safe return, my bestest friend...
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to tick tock... one week to go... LOL

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grateful...
04/22/2004 09:32 p.m.

sometimes it takes something very scary, very real... very drastic... to see...

i am damn grateful today...

so glad you are "here" now, my love...


I am currently Blessed
I am listening to quiet

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this is soooo not surprising...
04/14/2004 12:27 a.m.

Guinness
GUINNESS: You like to be known as a past-tense
heavy drinker and are full of stories of antics
from your 'youth.' You consider yourself more
mature than those 'other' beer drinkers, and
your taste reflects that.

I am currently Bemused
I am listening to my stomach beg for a guinness, a newcastle... whatever!

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