Excited Isn't Even The Word...What is the Word?
06/06/2004 12:46 a.m.
Had a pretty blah day. It rained and was cold out. You would never know it was June in Pennsylvania today. But enough about the crappy weather...

Let's talk about Alan since he seems to be all that's in my head these days... I don't even know what to talk about that has to do with Alan really... I think I just wanted to type his name

Alan
Alan
Alan

Ok I am weird... but I can't help it. Six days now until I meet him. Six loooonnnnggg days! I keep picturing all that could happen when we meet and I get more excited knowing that there are only six days left. I remember when we were working with 18 days... I never thought we'd get to six fast enough...and it's still not fast enough. The more I talk to Alan... the more I want him here now.

I don't think it is right that I feel this strongly about him yet...and I don't feel right saying that I DO feel strongly about him...another reason to look forward to meeting him. Then I am allowed to say what I feel...

Am I just abnormal? Or is anything possible?

Ok I just looked out my window and thought I saw a kangaroo...lol:) But it turns out it was just this HUGE rabbit... Yeah maybe I need sleep.


I am currently Excited
I am listening to tweeting birds

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Eight Days :)
06/04/2004 01:35 a.m.
Eight more days until Alan comes to visit! :) I am so very excited but beginning to get nervous...:/. There is so much that I feel like I want to say to him... but can't really. Hard to explain... Maybe I'm just being weird. :) It just amazes me that I can feel so many feelings for someone I haven't met yet. It is really confusing... :/ I am hoping meeting him will clarify things a bit... :)

I have so much to do within the next week... Have to do laundry...clean my car... re-clean my apartment...go grocery shopping... etc. Let's hope I find time to do everything. :)

Going out with all of my old BK friends tomorrow. Taking Joe out to see everyone. He doesn't get to see anyone anymore because of his injury. :( Very sad... Oh well I am glad that I will see everyone again tomorrow
I am currently Sweet
I am listening to My cat sprinting back and forth

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Eleven Days
06/01/2004 02:14 a.m.
Talked to T tonight. He just doesn't get it... He hurt me... It's over...the end. How can I be friends now after all we've been through? I can't.

On a happier note...Alan is coming to see me in eleven days!! I am way excited and can't wait to finally be able to see the person that has made me smile so much every single night for the past few weeks. I can't wait until he is REAL.. :)

Oh well my bed is calling me so I have to go to sleep now! :) Night everyone!
I am currently Content
I am listening to My bed callling to me :)

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He is Amazing
05/30/2004 04:29 a.m.
Alan is amazing... He makes me so happy to wake up every morning, because I know I'll get to talk to him every night! :) And because I know that each morning I wake up gets us closer to the day when he will be coming to PA. :) Woohoo!!!! Can't wait!
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Some detective show on TV

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Thirteen Days
05/29/2004 02:19 p.m.
Thirteen days left until A comes to visit me. :) Yay! Way way excited about that! :)

Saw J yesterday. He has been bedridden becasue of minor surgery he had two weeks ago. :( I hate to see him like that. It makes me sad. But anyways...his parents got him a puppy. A cute black lab retriever that he named Lexus. Very cute dog. Likes to bite though...:/

Think I'll wash my car today since it is beautiful outside and in the 60s :) Love this weather. Can't wait until A can come and enjoy it with me since he's been having so much rain...

Thirteen days left! :)
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to My cat meowing

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Seventeen Days
05/26/2004 03:47 a.m.
He is such a sweetheart. I feel like my luck is finally changing... Only 17 days to go... I am so excited... I haven't liked anyone this much in a long time... :) He is great.
I am currently Anxious
I am listening to Ani DiFranco--Dilate

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Better
05/25/2004 01:00 p.m.
New day... feeling better. Still thinking about him.. ;)
I am currently Better
I am listening to Co-worker talking

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Me Being Me
05/25/2004 02:22 a.m.
I think I just need to shut up... :/ I feel like I keep asking the wrong questions or saying the wrong things... Within a week if I keep this up, A won't even want to visit anymore... Yeah I am going to just shut up... It is so much better to ask questions and talk about things in person than online anyway... right? I don't know why I am feeling so many things...I just don't know...

And here I am rambling on... yet again...

Well A, if you are reading this... If I say things that make you uncomfortable...please just tell me...I keep saying I don't want to be a disappointment...and you keep insisting I won't...So don't let me be... :)
I am currently Insecure
I am listening to Commercials...lots of commercials

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Smiling again
05/24/2004 10:07 p.m.
If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

:)
I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to someone with a lawn mower

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Can't Stop Thinking About Him
05/24/2004 01:47 a.m.
Okay..so I spent the day with K today. We went to TGIFridays and to the Banchi in Scranton and the whole time I spent talking about A. I don't even know A and I can't get him out of my head...Is that too weird? I keep trying to picture meeting him in person. He is great and really as far as I know about him (which is a lot for not even meeting him yet) he is everything I have been looking for. Maybe I just feel that way because I am way excited that I have met someone who I can connect with so well... This is going to be a difficult 3 weeks... :/
I am currently Anxious
I am listening to A dog barking outside

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