|
The Journal of Melanie A Bennett Wonderful
09/23/2004 02:36 a.m.
Alan is wonderful. Seriously... He and I were having a conversation about the fact that he is moving to PA in May and look what he said : (I am piksystix btw, Alan is nelsonslament)
Piksystix: You know I love Maine...and you know I want to live there in a few years... and you know I love you and this really really sucks... I hate living apart from you... I hate that I know that you don't particularly care for PA and that you only want to be here because of me. I think it is incredibly wonderful that you love me that much that you are willing to move down here just for that purpose, but like you and I both have concerns about money being a huge problem in our realtionship, I have concerns that you will make this decsion to come down here, end up realizing that it is not that great just because I am here and have that end up causing problems in our relationship... I hope that doesn't happen and I hope that the four or five years you spend downhere is worth it....
nelsonslament: i think PA is a fine place, i mean Maine is nice and all, but the only times i really went out and enjoyed it was when I was with you,nothing, especially where I live is going to make me stop loving you
I have never been so head over heels in love before. He is amazing and I think what amazes me most is that he loves me that much... I am currently Lucky
I am listening to Meow Meow
Comments (0)
Tired
09/21/2004 02:33 a.m.
What else can I say when I am completely exhausted, but......
I LOVE ALAN NELSON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I do too... :)
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to my upstairs neighbor banging around
Comments (0)
Wanting Alan
09/20/2004 03:49 a.m.
I want Alan...I miss him so much. :( Eleven or Twelve days left until I see him. Hopefully eleven. I am currently Erotic
I am listening to South Park
Comments (0)
Alan is Wonderful :)
09/19/2004 04:48 a.m.
Alan is the most wonderful human being I have ever met. He really is. He is so patient with me and my need to plan ahead all of the time. He is so willing to do whatever he can to make sure that I am happy and that our relationship works. I have never met anyonw like him and I don't think I'll ever meet anyone like him again. I am the luckiest girl alive to have found someone as wonderful as he is. Really I am...
I am currently Lucky
I am listening to the TV
Comments (0)
Longing For Alan
09/17/2004 01:34 a.m.
I had a long day at work today, but the end of the day was great because I got to talk to my sweetie (yes actually "talk" talk...not type :) ) I love when I am able to hear his voice.... I miss him so damn much. I can't wait to be with him again... to feel his touch, his kisses, him inside of me again. I get all worked up just thinking about it... how it feels, how wonderful he truly is. I love my sweetie so much and I never want to let him go....EVER. :) Luckily I am pretty sure this one will work out. I think we will be together forever. I so hope I am right.... :) I am currently Sexy
I am listening to Me coughing
Comments (0)
New Hairdo
09/16/2004 03:10 a.m.
Got a new hairdo today :) I got it shortened, layered and colored copper with blonde highlights....It looks hotttt! :) lol
I miss Alan more and more every day. I can't wait until he is here.. Hopefully 2 weeks tomorrow. I miss him soooo much.
I love Alan! :)
I am currently Cute
I am listening to nothing
Comments (0)
Sad
09/15/2004 02:17 a.m.
I miss Alan... :( I am currently Blue
I am listening to Alison Krauss--When You Say Nothing At All
Comments (0)
Money Sucks!
09/14/2004 12:55 a.m.
I hate money! If we could just live without money, life would be much nicer. I won't get into any more than that... but just believe me when I say that I hate money and I wish it didn't exist!
I miss Alan. Alan and I have been officially together three months today. Time has been flying and I hope it continues to fly. I got to talk to my sweetie on the phone tonight (at least for a little bit before we got cut off) but that made me happy. I absolutely love to hear his voice. He claims to have a "surprise" for me, but says I have to wait two months or so to get it.... Isn't he just perfect? I hope I feel this happy forever and I hope I am with Alan forever. :) I know I will be...because we are meant to be together. I am currently Reflective
I am listening to Everybody Loves Raymond
Comments (0)
So Missing Alan Today
09/13/2004 01:17 a.m.
I am sooo missing Alan today. I can not wait to be with him again. less than 20 days now (actually hopefully 18). I can't stand being without him and I can't stand these super-long waits just to see him again. It really sucks to have to wait 18-25 days every single time I want to see him again, and then get to spend 4-5 days with him at most. I can't wait until Christmas/New Years. Hopefully we will get to spend more time together then.
I I I I I I I I
L L L L L L L L
O O O O O O O O
V V V V V V V V
E E E E E E E E
A A A A A A A A
L L L L L L L L
A A A A A A A A
N N N N N N N N
:)
I am currently Needy
I am listening to The Perfect Storm movie
Comments (0)
School Days
09/12/2004 03:44 a.m.
Well today was my first day of grad school... Woohoo! I am making something of myself. :) Well the class was all right. The professor is very nice. SHe is young and at least she is not boring. The class itself, however, will be boring subject matter and stuff that I already know since I already took a Research Methods class for my undergrad. I can't wait until next semester when I ge to take the class that goes with Research Methods... yes that is right... my THIRD Stats class!! (blah!) You know going to school and working would be much more enjoyable if I had Alan to come home to every evening. 7 1/2 months left. Just gotta hold on until then.
I miss my sweetie so incredibly much. I want for him to be here so badly. He will be here in 19 days (hopefully). I can't wait! :)
I love you Alan!
I am currently Devoted
I am listening to Some Lifetime Movie that I am not Paying Attention to.
Comments (0)
Next 10 Entries - Previous 10 EntriesReturn to the Library of Melanie A Bennett
|