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When I Was a Girl

by Anita Mac

When I was a Girl
I wanted nothing more than to be just like my brother,
And behaved accordingly:
   short hair,
   adventure books,
   dirt and grass, and
   skinned knees, and
   climbing trees—
     and the rusty poll that held the street sign for McKenna.

When I was a Girl
my Girlhood was not gendered to me,
for others though—
   adults—
it needed to be clear that I
   was a girl,
   was still a girl when acting like a boy.
Tomboy.
A word I could not shake well into Womanhood

When I was a Girl
we played in the woods between houses,
pretending to be elves
   rough-hewn bows and fishing poles
   (old broken branches and braided kitchen twine).
We danced in the Fresh Air,
lived out stories of
   adventure
   soul-mates
   hardship—
No understanding of
   romance
   gender
   sexuality.
Concepts that had not yet captured us and held us in place.

When I was a Girl,
I was simply free to Be.
Wild and unruly as any other Child.

05/04/2025

Posted on 05/04/2025
Copyright © 2025 Anita Mac

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Laura Doom on 05/07/25 at 10:15 PM

A pleasure to play in your Wildhood memories

Posted by Johanna May on 05/09/25 at 02:47 AM

Sis! Same, tomboy girl here until now although I prefer sausage than oysters hehe. We are complex, complex creatures this world tries to simplify into labels. I feel only poetry interprets us in our truest.

Posted by Richard Vince on 07/13/25 at 08:08 AM

Wonderful, as always. :)

Posted by Philip F De Pinto on 11/28/25 at 02:52 PM

Reading this, I found myself quite enriched, by words which fed my thirst, held me in thrall, in sway from the first.

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