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Under the Surface

by April Stale

Walking into the ocean
The warmth of the sun comforts me
The calm of the ocean welcomes me
Walking, I dig my feet into the sand below
Until I no longer feel it
Looking around
Completely alone
Its exactly what I want
Floating…
Where I end up
Doesn’t matter
It’ll never be where I want
Daydreaming…
It’s peaceful here
Hours, days, weeks

I feel something on my leg
I’ve felt it before
Pulled under
I don’t fight
It’s peaceful under the surface
Boring up there
Sinking deeper
The blue surrounds me
I should stay above
The struggle between fighting to get back
And wanting to stay
Wish you were here

Losing air,
I finally reach down to pry the hand thats holding my ankle
Nothing there
Still can’t get back
Do I want to?
Seven years ago
But I can’t live here
It’ll kill me
Theres a version of you here
I cling to it
Do you hear that?
Destruction awaits at the surface

06/22/2017

Posted on 06/22/2017
Copyright © 2024 April Stale

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by George Hoerner on 06/24/17 at 12:56 AM

The surface is life, below is the past. You shouldn't try to carry the past forever. I am 80 and what comes along will do so on its own without your effort. But certainly write about it if you feel the need, then Lt it go. Good write.

Posted by Philip F De Pinto on 09/17/17 at 04:59 PM

I like the existential feel to this poem with ocean as backdrop.

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