a heaven i doubt by Ryan Nardimy sunflowers
eight-feet high
if they're an inch
stretch to face
to greet the sky
behind which lies
a heaven
even they surely doubt
they say goodnight all day
and wave good-bye all night
to the sky
behind which lies
a heaven i doubt
they wave good-bye
i cry
and they stand outside
and wave goodbye
i grew them from seeds
for my mother who died
she loved them in life
so i planted a garden this spring
and to my surprise
the place is an untamed wild
i'm so proud and ashamed
at the same time
for how i acted
what i said
when she was alive
now she is dead
i did not look in her eyes
the very last
time that we passed
and the past is the past
is the ink black acetic past
and i hate everything that has come out of this
except all the flowers i've grown
and something beneath all the bitterness
singing words of wisdom
let it be 07/15/2011 Posted on 07/16/2011 Copyright © 2025 Ryan Nardi
Member Comments on this Poem |
Posted by Samiah Haque on 07/16/11 at 02:21 PM this is a beautiful poem--place to show us. a whole world in one poem. thank you |
Posted by Charlie Morgan on 07/16/11 at 05:41 PM ...ryan, this is super. yeah to everything in it...sweetness is found in sorrow and i loved your internal rhyme and your meter and self that you put into this work. |
Posted by Philip F De Pinto on 07/14/14 at 12:20 PM there is a quality and a tone to this ode that cannot help but charm and fascinate in a somber yet delightful way. |
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