it was his first time
we were so proud -
we function on a different plane
than you, and
this brain wanders into
it's own little void-

after that
we were hooked!
too bad i just didn't
know how to get more

10 years later -
we were so proud!
he stood attention always
ready for the next
soft warm messy place

names were often missed
forgotten...
or
never gotten at all

stranger after stranger
there were those
that felt better
... moved better
... touched better

... that
meant more

but that doesn't mean much
to an addict
to him

he is selfish
and blinding...
when he is happy -
the world fades away

and i can forget
that i even exist

04/27/2010

Author's Note: it's a dick joke! kind of...
hahahhahaha

Posted on 04/28/2010
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