Your misery comes through clearly here. I wish it weren't so.

As Kristina says, I wish it wasn't so. I've sent this to a couple of people on here who have gone through some rough times -maybe it will help you too -lord knows, it's given me a lift of the chin more than once! http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z2Q7YRDL90E

...joan, joan, joan, so real is your appeal, i, i, wanna say a gillion things, firstly, love. well i love you, gutsy woman that you are...and so do all your friends on the my friends homepage[of which, i'm not listed] so when you find love, see if my name is on the friend's list, i may not be loved...i'm looking on homepages for love, where you looking?...for real Joan, love will find you, seriously...

words can be the sharpest knives and the last 8 of that poem cut deep