All alone at night,
Wishing you were here.
Knowing one day you will see,
My helplessness and fears.

In many ways I can prove ,
You would see my imperfections.
Hoping one day you will see,
The darkness in my reflection.

Why am I not enough for you?
Is it me who should be to blame?
Many say that it is you all along,
Then why do I feel this shame?

I always wanted something real,
At least I thought you would try.
I tried so hard to hold it in,
But I couldn’t help to cry.

What darkness has taken me?
For all I feel is your touch,
Seeing the world through jaded eyes,
Realizing I can do so much.

Darkness overcomes my heart,
As the moon light shines on my face
What can you do to mend my soul?
When all I see is your disgrace.

All that is left is Twilight Skies,
One hope that is vaguely fare,
I will try and keep holding on;
To what seems like Eternal Despair.

12/25/2009