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you are your own airline

by Steven Kenworthy



You can’t preach to the choir
You can’t have them losing their minds
Over
Something, without enough Jesus Christ.

Bring out the chapel, bring on the flight attendants
Thank God when you fly over New Orleans
Thank God when you fly over Bordeaux, France
Thank God when you dance in a circle.


Come back around, come back to town.
You’ve been gone so long,

i wouldn’t say, i would never admit
that i’ve forgotten your favourite expressions
but the fingernail impressions
the finely carved out sequence of scars,
the i-seventyfive made of vines,
all the wet paint,

You should have been here
you leaver,
you, goodbye without goodnights
you flashflood shadow,
you escape artist,
I didn’t even hear the floorboards creak

Now you are elsewhere
You are elsewhere
You went there

You went there
& there
& there
& there

you are everywhere but here
you left the choir
you left the songs.
You left the all night longs.

I would hate to say that I miss you this much, but the stack of napkins
the dehydrated matchbooks
the scribble outlining, the finger paintings that got out of control
the walls of your aunts house,
The walls of the living room.



Everything, even the porch swing has your shape beat into it.

The wind took care of that, well, the rain and the wind.

And now, it’s official,
You are your own airline,
You are never here

You are the depth in the arctic ocean I can’t touch
You are the pink cloud in the sky I can’t sink.

I can never think.
Thank God, thank Jesus, thank the Lord,
You’re on your way to another way,

You’re taking over Nova Scotia, you’re the last person on earth.

You’re everywhere but here,
You’re not in my face,
You’re not on the right side of the queen.

You’re everywhere but here,
You can’t preach to the choir,
You can’t have them losing their lyrics

Over something without enough Jesus Christ.

You are worth the wait, you aren’t worth the time.

You are half of the years of my life. You’re complicated.
You’re everywhere but here.

You belong here, you need the sermon.
You need the sacrifice. You need me twice.


You’re everywhere but here,
They want you there.

You’re everywhere but here.
You’re everywhere but here.
Everywhere but here.
Everywhere but here.
But here.
But here.


Here.
Here.
Here.
Here.

Here.


10/22/2009

Author's Note: another perspective, if these were my thoughts, they'd be mine

Posted on 10/23/2009
Copyright © 2024 Steven Kenworthy

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Frankie Sanchez on 10/23/09 at 03:41 AM

i just closed the poem i was writing, without saving, because after reading your last four poems i feel like i'm moving backwards. you sir, are your own airline; first class.

Posted by Julie Adams on 10/23/09 at 01:15 PM

I love ur work, it inspires, and this is another fine addition to the collection...so much in here, great flow, esp. loved stanzas 4,5, and 9...kudos bright star...peace, jewels

Posted by A. Paige White on 10/23/09 at 01:31 PM

Worthy, you've done it again. I don't know how your poetry manages to speak to me on so many levels, but you do. Love, love, love it, love.

Posted by Kristina Woodhill on 10/23/09 at 02:57 PM

Loved every word - this is one fancy flight. (Thank God you write!)

Posted by Anne Engelen on 10/23/09 at 06:33 PM

Glad I had my seatbelt on hitting all this turbulence. You're one hell of a pilot though!

Posted by Maria Massarella on 10/24/09 at 09:36 AM

I love the energy, the flight, the perspective...
lovelight&peace...m.a

Posted by Kathleen Wilson on 10/24/09 at 08:30 PM

intensity and originality, a lyrical flight, the surprising metaphors just flow through this, they know what they are doing "here" and "there"!I love the "you leaver" stanza and the "stack of napkins" stanza especially. Also the "arctic ocean" and the "pink clouds" couplet, the genious title, and the all important line "you're everywhere but here".

Posted by Tony Whitaker on 10/26/09 at 04:39 AM

I found this to be somewhere between TS Eliot and Pink Floyd. Poetry and song but neither on its own. A clever, original piece. Kudos to you.

Posted by Charlie Morgan on 10/26/09 at 02:29 PM

...SKK you are all over the 'fine Art board'..you keep me awake on this, easy top of top ten, great write...loopy-lovely, SK, my tam's off to you boy.

Posted by Megan Guimbellot on 10/26/09 at 09:09 PM

You are the depth in the arctic ocean I can’t touch You are the pink cloud in the sky I can’t sink. potent and delicious and enough to get down inside and jerk everything around. i love it.

Posted by Anita Mac on 10/27/09 at 01:40 AM

This is amazing... Another step away. I love how unabashedly frustrated and angry it is, with just that touch of sadness. It never occured to me that you could work your words on such emotions. I am quite impressed, and hope you are doing well-ish, at least. ~Nita

Posted by Allison Smith on 10/30/09 at 04:59 AM

This is painful to my heart for reasons too close to home. Instant favourite and my heart aches along with yours. I wrote something recently about this same notion but of course, yours is far, far better.

Posted by Sarah Wolf on 12/24/09 at 01:06 AM

Loved the 5th Stanza. "Goodbye without goodnights" and the simple name calling such as "Leaver" struck me as too cute. I love the use of repetition in this. Work of a master. Loved it...

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