Oh Chaz. This is so heartbreaking. I hope this is just an exercise and not an actual observation of your life. I did actually live it a couple of years ago with my Mom. Your concluding line was my conclusion as well. Powerful write that I can so relate to. *Big hugs* and scream away. It does help relieve the pressure.

Nice write my friend. I guess as we age we all consider these things. I've always thought I'd just as soon sleep under an overpass somewhere as to be where I was a pain to someone. As long as I've got my laptop and enough strength in my fingers I'll be Ok.

You say what I always all ways manage to set way in the back room in the darkness. I don't want to face it. Just hope I leave suddenly before I become a paperweight... not that anyone would even use me for that. You are the mature brave in this tribe, Charlie. May you be always honored for your wisdom as you are on these pages.