A Love Letter To Sleep (The Ramblings Of An Insomniac)
by Amy Wustrin
i'm miserable without you
i wish you would just come back to me.
tell me what i did.
was i to demanding? sleep every night. that was probably too much to ask. how about 3 times a week? i can deal with only getting it 3 times a week.
did i hurt you? staying out late with all my friends, and then expecting you to have the energy to put me to sleep at odd hours in the morning? it was only because i didnt expect you to be there when i got home.
well, whatever it was, i hope you can find it in your heart to forgive me and come back to me. lord, i've just been having an awful time without you. always iritable, blank look on my face. like i've lost all my dreams without you. i feel like im fading away... tossing and turning all night, thinking of you. it's like you're right there, but you wont come close enough for me to have you.
whatever i've done, i am truly sorry, and i hope we can work things out. becuase i need you. i'm sure you can survive without me, but i'm an absolute mess without you. if you get this, and it changes your mind, meet me tonight, say midnight? and we'll work it out in bed, just like old times.
i miss you.
Posted on 05/22/2004
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