Like a dead weight
lifted off the shoulders
of my world
the love of my life
resurfacing
as an old
world-hardened
stone faced
cold-hearted
life sucking...

If only...
if only I could believe
if only I didn't hurt so bad
if only I could be
so much at peace
more so now
that the deed is done

We've had good times
but I've had to travel
through lit hoops
just to make it
amongst the bad times
so why
why should I feel like
yesterday's garbage
tossed out and crunched
under foot?

Because for once
once in my life
I did something for me
I'm "happier" now
admist the guilty
awful feeling you laid on
thicker than a rolling fog
when we last spoke
as if guilting me
should change my mind...

Well not this time.
I'm done
you're done
we're through
the end.

05/02/2004

Posted on 05/03/2004
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