Thoughts run rampant through my head
and I am unable to decipher not one, but
all of them. I don't have the comprehension
to understand what is being told to me, even
insignificantly. I listen and I wait, I hear
nothing but the echoes of the cats bells
chiming through as they rampage their
surroundings.

Trying to find meaning without meaning, upon
meaning of meaning, is overly meaningless, and
zealously lost within the dusts of my mindframe.

The incandescent glow from the candles aromatic
experience is slightly comforting and yet, not so
much. A little warmth beneath my forefinger as the
flame drifts higher, pulling the energy above making
waves of heat into symbols druidic.

All is not lost but yet it is not found. I have not
the means to find it, even within my deepest
meditational experiences. Never to have an
answer yet, brought beneath the solemn breaths
of a once again lifetime. There is an answer, just
unreachable and yet, never to be answered
with just one kiss.

01/04/2004

Author's Note: Just something I wrote while pondering my meditation for the day.

Posted on 01/05/2004
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