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losing the will to die
by Andrew S Adamsi wake up, i feel the same as i did the night before, and i never remember the taste in my mouth.
somewhere between tequila and fucking crazy,
it hits me that i'm at a loss.
and somewhere between masturbation and a
cliched constant suicide, a level plain has been reached:
i am never at home anywhere, even when i feel like it.
i guess that rules out death as an option;
there isnt much place to be there anyways.
just speeding up my ascent to an eternity on the streets of hell-
where i'll sleep in a cardboard box.
quarters will be sparce and worthless,
and anything of value is stolen by my silent demons.
honestly, who gets so depressed they lose the will to die? 08/14/2003 Posted on 08/14/2003
Copyright © 2025 Andrew S Adams
| Member Comments on this Poem |
| Posted by Cole Miller on 08/14/03 at 02:58 PM *raises hand* i do. well written i can relate. |
| Posted by Cymbre Dolphay on 08/15/03 at 03:42 AM It's not that bad of an aftertaste;) I liked the lines concerning hell. But that's to be expected of me:) |
| Posted by Barbara Griffith on 08/19/03 at 03:42 AM This is a good peice. The lines "i am never at home anywhere, even when i feel like it.
i guess that rules out death as an option;
there isnt much place to be there anyways." hit me very strong.
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