colors blend me into you
life trancends the tones
living in depressing hues
the world leaving me alone

the blues trigger a reaction
make me cold and
melancholy
make me reach for a gun

the red blood reds just drown
the thoughts of splititng my veins
make me reconsider and set the blade down
and settle on being insane.

the yellow sun just shines on me
so warm- burn out my eyes
so, the happiness that i no longer see
is the thing that made me blind

step outside the lush wonderland
green grass, trees surround
beauty now, but understand
these trees like me will be cut down.

the happiest of shades
still inspire
depressing days.

01/31/2003

Posted on 01/31/2003
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