god, i dont want to cut you loose
but, i dont want to lead you on.
i cant take your abuse
i cant stand to feel like this.
love is fucked up.
i fucking hate it, but i love you.
but, i wonder more and more
if you love me too.
right now, i want to die
because i've hurt you.
and you make me want to die
for all you've put me through.
but i cant stand to not give a fuck
and i cant stand to live like this
i dont even care anymore
but i do, and i fucking hate me.

10/30/2002

Posted on 10/31/2002
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