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feel so low

by Andrew S Adams

i hate myself
for hating myself
for feeling so low
in a world far lower.
i see those who cant live
because they have no home
i see those who have no love
the ones who are alone
i see those who have
no reason to live
in a greed filled society
having nothing to give
and i just look at myself
as the blood flows from my wrist
and say "shut the fuck up"
it could be so much worse than this
i need to
get a life
one that has more to it
than ripping through it with a knife
i am everything
someone else wants to be
and i would kill
to be anyone but me-
but the world is cruel that way.

08/18/2002

Posted on 08/18/2002
Copyright © 2024 Andrew S Adams

Member Comments on this Poem
Posted by Holly H Dunne on 01/07/03 at 10:32 PM

wow, i can so empathize with you on this one. on the outside, i seem perfect, good home, good grades, good friends, good boyfriend but in reality ive neen hospitalised 3 times for suicide attempts. you cant help how you feel or react and its frustrating not to be able to rationalise your behaviour. it would be so much easier if you had a good solid concrete reason for being messed up, like being homeless or something you can pin point as the single reason for depression. but its not like that. just so you know, you're not alone. xx

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