Posted by Holly H Dunne on 01/07/03 at 10:32 PM wow, i can so empathize with you on this one. on the outside, i seem perfect, good home, good grades, good friends, good boyfriend but in reality ive neen hospitalised 3 times for suicide attempts. you cant help how you feel or react and its frustrating not to be able to rationalise your behaviour. it would be so much easier if you had a good solid concrete reason for being messed up, like being homeless or something you can pin point as the single reason for depression. but its not like that. just so you know, you're not alone. xx |