from fear to amazement
08/28/2006 05:03 a.m.
I have been having a particularly lively conversation with my ego lately. I have been trying to change from fear and victim-based thinking to a more positive creative process. But I can feel my bad old engrained controlling patterns kicking in with some pretty negative and cynical self-talk. The poem I posted this morning is an opening some creative bubblings-up that I really enjoyed. Didn't fully understand what I wrote, but the last stanza seems to be a metaphor for what has been going on inside of me the past few weeks. And I am lovin it.
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to the hum of the computer and air conditioner and the clock tickin