Journal Entry
07/28/2002 05:30 a.m.
i think i may have gotten her pregnant. not a paranoid illusion, but i crossed the line too far and too many times. i deserve what i get from this, for my carelessness. she deserves nothing of the shit that i've afforded her. she should hate me- i dont know why she doesnt yet.
i'd probably kill myself if i didnt have a commitment and undying love for her and her well being.
i'm gonna go.
I am currently Scattered
I am listening to smashing pumpkins- Aeroplane flies high