happier being sad
07/19/2002 01:17 a.m.
i have come to a conclusion: i'm happier being slightly off. I dont think depression is a good thing... but just being melancholy all the time seems like a good mood for me. it allows me to be creative while still having that hope of happiness (the happiness i ultimately know i dont want, because from there, the only direction is down). i write better when i'm depressed- the words seem more real. i seem to be better counsel to others that are depressed- it really helps when you can sympathize with someone.
)blah(
that's me talking outta my ass. i'm gonna go do nothing.
gbye.
I am currently Meloncholy
I am listening to dashboard confessional- this ruined puzzle