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The Journal of Meghan Helmich cycling
02/11/2009 02:11 p.m.
i'm cycling this week, and it's really giving me a rough time. yesterday i got all manic, and now i really just want to lie down in my bed and sleep forever. i can't even look in the mirror without cringing. i feel so fat and ugly. i've got this lump in my throat...i just want to cry and cry.
the sad thing is that there's a voice inside telling me that it's temporary. i'll feel better next week, i know i will. but right now, it's all-consuming. and i hate myself. i don't even want to look at myself. i feel like a waste of space.
i want to disappear :(
I am currently Pathetic
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| Posted by Chris Sorrenti on 02/15/09 at 02:45 PM Hi Meghan. Sorry to hear about your recent bout of depression. I've known many over the years who have had various kinds and degrees of mental illnesses, including my 26 year old son, who suffers from Clinical Depression. There is hope, and with the right kind of medication, one can live a happy and productive life. I hope that you will too. I do value your friendship and comments here at Pathetic.org. I too love cycling, and am looking forward to getting back on my bike come spring. All the best for 2009 and continued success with your poetry. Chris :o) |
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