Is it June yet? I graduate in June.
09/20/2004 03:12 p.m.
So, waking up at the asscrack of dawn to get on the bus for school truly sucks the joy right out of living.

No. Wait. That's my MOTHER sucking the joy out of my life. I had a pretty productive discussion with my dad about this nonsense after my crying fit from hell passed. Monday was just a lot of sobbing. But friday night was a good talk. I think he sees a little bit that i'm trying to deal with her, and she just makes it unbearable. I also think he see i do sometime think about things and solutions to this problem very seriously. Like living at Gramma and Grampas. I've thought about that, and about what it would entail, and its not ruled out, but I dont see it necesserily being the best avenue. I live a curfew free life. I disappear for weekends with the band and babs and stuff. and for as much as my mother is a pain in the ass and never shuts up, i get to do these things. i dont want this aspect of how i choose to live my life to put a strain on the good relationship i have with my grandparents. i dont want to resent them for not letting me do these things, and i dont want them to relent on it, but then be up all night worried about where i am and how i'm doing. They're old. they need their sleep. On the other hand, if things get any worse, I'll have to suck it up and do without some of the social luxuries i enjoy living at "home." i think i got it across to my dad that my brain works that way. i do see all points to this issue, and i'm making decisions based on real consideration for the pros, cons, etc.

And then we made fun of Dan Rather and "60 Minutes" for being a bunch of jackasses. HAHAHAHA! I'm so glad we're on the same page politically! =)
I am currently Jumbled
I am listening to the sounds of the computer lab