And the star of the show didn't make it onto the cast sheet
05/25/2004 02:50 a.m.
It's almost June 12th again, isn't it?
20 days or so?
These were the hardest days. I know you felt it too.
we both acted like children...it just made things easier.
i wish i would've said something. anything. you signed my yearbook with "love you a lot," i said goodbye giving you a bottle of pills, and its the closest that either of us ever got.
i would have given you my heart, and you would have given me a kiss, but those empty tokens were as much as either of our young lives could afford.
I know you're always around these days, still making trouble with the boys. i know you asked about me that one time, but the question was disappointing. i know we never made it passed playing "nervous" for a very good reason. but i wish i knew about this from your perspective. i could stop marking dates on the calandar with the failures of my heart if i could see if you even remembered.
I am currently Jaded
I am listening to Goodbye To You