Tempted
01/23/2003 10:37 p.m.
It is necessary in life for there to be temptation... it is in what we do with that temptation that makes us the people we are. I unfortunately admit to my weakness. This past month wasted on someone who wanted a joy ride on my emotions. All the while my poor boyfriend none-the-wiser. He's not poor. I was feeling neglected. I didn't cheat. Not physically. Emotionally I let go, though. Let my heart be scooped up by a good lookin' passerby. He was someone that I trusted, though. Someone I'd known for some time and someone whom I'd cared for long before my current beau. That still does not excuse anything. I know I betrayed, but I feel betrayed as well. How can someone so quickly turn off their emotions like that? Like nothing ever happened, nothing ever mattered? Are there really people out there that chicken s***? Scared they'll get hurt? Or am I the naive one? I guess whatever happened happened and I have to live with the consequences. My relationship with my boyfriend of a year and almost a half seems to still be doing ok, though, I guess. Sometimes I wish he'd get a clue, though. *Shrugs* Ohh well...
I am currently Needy
I am listening to the heater? Its always good to know that the heater's working!