wow, 200
12/19/2002 11:17 p.m.
guess i didnt realize it, but last night i posted my 200th poem here. i dont know exactly where i fit, bt i think i'm about the 7th most prolific author on this site now. i write wayy too much. i wonder if sooner or later that you'll all catch on to the fact that i'm actually just rewriting the same poem over and over... hehe jk.
okay, so recently (as this is a companion to my poetry and such) life has been f**ked up. i've been in alot of depression and pain lately... but today it's gone away. it's weird as fuck. they call me depressed, my self diagnosis is bipolarity. well, yah. so, my last few poems differ greatly from my normal style of writing. i dont know why. i read akio scott's 'ataxia', and it was really pretty and surreal, or whatever. i dunno. it inspired me to write some of the shit i've been writing lately. most immediately was 'you were a beautiful drug'... it's in my little info box.
now the real question is can i get anyone to read everthing i write? hmm... we shall see.

the only thing between coffee and more coffee is a bookstore.
i'll probably stick that into a poem when i write it in a sec.
well, aurivoir.
I am currently Better
I am listening to depeche mode- policy of truth