Engaged
01/03/2005 06:18 p.m.
I'm ENGAGED!!! (To a new guy since my last entry... We've been dating for about a year)Its such a weird feeling... For a few months, my beau and I have been calling each other fiance, because it was so much easier to explain our feelings for each other rather than the standard boyfriend/girlfriend thing. But now, with the gorgeous ring on my finger, I feel different... relieved somehow, knowing for real that his feelings towards me are the same. And we're planning... poor guy's been stressed about this for months, so we're taking a couple of weeks off, but then on to planning... seeing if our Hawaii dream wedding can be pulled off. Best of luck in life and love to everyone in 2005!!
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Gwen Stefani's new cd Love Angel Music Baby

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Tempted
01/23/2003 10:37 p.m.
It is necessary in life for there to be temptation... it is in what we do with that temptation that makes us the people we are. I unfortunately admit to my weakness. This past month wasted on someone who wanted a joy ride on my emotions. All the while my poor boyfriend none-the-wiser. He's not poor. I was feeling neglected. I didn't cheat. Not physically. Emotionally I let go, though. Let my heart be scooped up by a good lookin' passerby. He was someone that I trusted, though. Someone I'd known for some time and someone whom I'd cared for long before my current beau. That still does not excuse anything. I know I betrayed, but I feel betrayed as well. How can someone so quickly turn off their emotions like that? Like nothing ever happened, nothing ever mattered? Are there really people out there that chicken s***? Scared they'll get hurt? Or am I the naive one? I guess whatever happened happened and I have to live with the consequences. My relationship with my boyfriend of a year and almost a half seems to still be doing ok, though, I guess. Sometimes I wish he'd get a clue, though. *Shrugs* Ohh well...
I am currently Needy
I am listening to the heater? Its always good to know that the heater's working!

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11/24/2002 06:29 a.m.
So... I haven't journaled, nor have I posted (or written at all for that matter) any poetry for some time... I s'pose I should post something (oh... say... this journal entry) letting people know (is anyone out there? *tests microphone* Is this thing on? Ok, good.) that I'm still alive... and well, yes, still in love. (With the same person! Woot! :) ) I think... for a little while, we were kinda stuck in a rut... kinda taking each other for granted... but these past coupla weekends we've gone out on DATES! :) Not that we haven't done that in awhile... but... we kinda haven't. I've had stuff always going on at my school. Some sorta production almost every weekend. (I'm a theatre major, and recently starred in Twelfth Night as Viola!) So its kinda cramped our style... But these past two weekends we've gone to the movies, popcorn n' everything! And then we'd come home to my house and cuddle. It doesn't sound like a huge deal... but to be able to have time to just BE together has been so important... to both of us. Its been a rough few months. But we survived. And thats a good thing. :) So, just to recap... I'm still alive... and I'm still in love. All in all... I'm... happy. :)
I am currently Fabulous
I am listening to the heater? Its always good to know that the heater's working!

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The Truth
08/23/2002 01:07 a.m.
And all this time I've been keeping it to myself... well almost a year has gone by and here I am... in love... A year together...who woulda thunk we woulda made it last? But we did. :) So happy and giddy and walking on cloud nine... yet so grounded, knowing what we/I want/need. Planning our future (OUR FUTURE!) together... *sigh* So happy in love... who woulda thunk? :)
I am currently Fabulous
I am listening to My heart (for the first time in a long time)

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Journal Entry
10/13/2001 04:19 a.m.
Yes, I'm a coward. An inconsiderate coward... and I'm sorry. And no, I'm not apologizing to the wind... you know who you are, and I know sorry is weak... but so am I. I'm human, and I hope someday you will find it in your heart to forgive me.
I am currently Sad

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Journal Entry
10/13/2001 03:15 a.m.
Tonight seemed... different somehow... Rather lackluster, leaving me wanting/needing more... Something seemed missing and I can't quite place what it could be. *sigh*
I am currently Empty
I am listening to Silence... seems fitting...

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Journal Entry
10/12/2001 04:24 a.m.
Amazing... in a world with so many people, how someone could feel so alone... All day, greeted by familiar and friendly faces, but all I wanted to/needed to hear was one voice. *sigh*
I am currently Alienated

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