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Embraces at the Races
08/25/2006 04:14 a.m.
I saw the love this perfected.
I saw the love that is perfected.
I saw the love that is heaven perfected.


If I can see it, I can be it.
Somebody DIED to show it to you.
We're dying to show it to you.

To utter the deep mysteries of God
In the presence of intense angels
Then to listen in that deeply quiet intimacy
Known only to lovers
Words of sheer delight

His very presence brings the serenity of deep, still waters.
A stillness reflected into trees
to even quiet birdsong.

There is a certain stillness
I feel the hush come over the audience
The HOly has hushed the assembly

The shout of triumph sings
caged beneath His beating heart.
The hush is completing
His heart now beats within His people
The tenderest & fiercest love
Designed by our Father
We wait.
We're in the still moment
Expectant.
We wait for Love to shout!

How our hearts yearn in this waiting
We yearn your love to burn your
image upon us.
How glorious to be shaped into that image.

His love keeps me up at night.
His visions won't let me eat.
I've never been so deeply in love before.
I've never before found a love so worth loving.




Hell itself can't stop THIS flood.
When earth comes up to heaven
Through the open door
Heaven comes to earth with a shout!
Chariot Races

12345 ABC DRIVE

ANYWHERE, USA

One chariot designed by Rodney Howard Brown Ministries…
FOR YOUR LAUGHING PLEASURE

The drivers are

OUT OF THIS WORLD

Coming soon to Believers Near You!

They’ll be paying special attention to the bucket brigade.

DAY: TODAY TIME: NOW

SIGNS FOLLOW FROM THE INTERSECTION
OF HEAVEN & EARTH
NO EARLY/LATE ARRIVALS PLEASE - EVERYBODY’S RIGHT ON TIME
I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to Crickets

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fuzzy slippers mind
08/21/2006 04:00 a.m.


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Cause you never know what you'll see!

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But angels watch over you... and they laugh!
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COMPLIMENTS OF WWW.ELIJAHLIST.COM Kathie Walters: "THE CHARIOTS OF GOD HAVE BEEN RELEASED" In the last year, there has been a great increase in the demonstration of the supernatural power and presence of God among His children. And definitely in the last few months, many Heavenly portals have opened in every nation releasing chariots of God. These chariots have taken people all over the world. When the portals were opened, thousands of angels and chariots were released into the earth to minister to, and with, the heirs of salvation (that's you and me). Many of the angels have not been in the earth before. I am not sure exactly why, but these angels have been "playing" with people. I think they are endeavoring to deliver us from our religious mindsets, because we have religious mindsets even about angels. Did you realize that God loves to show you what He is doing in other nations? Did you know that you can go in God's chariots? You don't have to "earn" anything, the spirit realm is your inheritance! Recently, the power and Presence of God was powerful in Australia and New Zealand. Below are some wonderful testimonies from around the world about the Heavenly portals opening up releasing chariots of God. Chariots of God Released in New Zealand While preaching in New Zealand, the perfume of the Lord, and honey and oil were all over the place. Glory was on everyone, and many people got delivered from religious spirits and all kinds of negative things. As I was at Papatoetoe Elim church, I could feel something resisting me. Suddenly I saw a huge red dragon come into the room just above the doorway; it swept down fast, right towards my face, and I stepped back as it took me by surprise. Then I saw a light above us and a Heavenly portal opened, and thousands and thousands of angels and chariots were released into New Zealand. Immediately there were all kinds of angelic activity and many chariots came in. I knew that at the time, there were many portals opening in the earth in many different nations. Below is Pastor Ian Johnson's testimony on a Sunday morning meeting in New Zealand--he went on several chariot rides with angels. Angelic Encounters with the Chariots of God Many supernatural events had taken place over the two meetings leading up to our Sunday morning service at Papatoetoe Elim Church. In one of our services Kathie had just shared a message on angels and the chariots of God. As she was praying for people, I started moving amongst the crowd trying to organize catchers for Kathie. I suddenly fell out into the spirit and was on the floor among everyone's feet. I was aware of people around me, but I was becoming increasingly aware of the spiritual realm! As I lay on the floor, a chariot and an angel appeared beside me. The chariot was purple with gold embellishments and was drawn by two horses--one black and one white. The angel was also dressed in purple with gold edges and sash. I can't remember much about his face except he was always smiling with a sort of encouraging and exhorting smile. I guess I could explain what was happening, as being like a very vivid dream opening up before me, and the more I entered into the vision, the more real it became. As I focused on what was before me, I heard the angel speak. His voice was soft, yet very firm and compelling. He said, "Hop in" and gestured with his hand toward the chariot. I saw myself walking toward the chariot and stepped in beside the angel. I don't remember how we got to our first destination, but it was instant. One minute we're in Papatoetoe, New Zealand, the next minute we're rushing down a street in Rajahmundry, India. As we got there, I saw demonic beings in the street all diving for cover. Because we were in the spirit, I was just seeing the spiritual; I didn't notice the people. But the thing I remember with the most excitement, was the way in which the demonic beings were routed so effortlessly. We sped through several other streets in various villages and cities in India. Then I found myself over Turkey and the same thing happened. As we dived down and raced through several streets with tremendous speed, the demons jumped in every direction to get out of the chariot's way. Next we were parked on the Western wall in Jerusalem. A different angel came toward us and said, "Do you want to go again?" I said, "Yes." Then the angel said, "Look behind you." As I did, I could see many chariots and angels with us now. We took off again and this time, we approached a city in Egypt. And the impact of the many chariots with us, caused an even greater scattering of the demonic. Before, we saw streets cleared, now we were seeing whole parts of the cities cleared of satan's forces. We flew over and through Turkey again, and then back into India. We went down the waterways of Kerela; it was hard to believe the amount of demonic activity in and around the waterways. As we descended and traveled just above the water, there was a massive scattering of the demonic again. We headed over Bangalore and into Andhra Pradesh again, down through Tamil Naidu. We stopped in Sri Lanka. I'm not sure why, but almost as quickly as we had stopped, we took off again, while all the time, my chariot was in the front and all the others followed. We went down through Malaysia, Singapore, and across Indonesia and the Philippines, finally stopping on the Gold Coast of Australia. The angel then asked, "Do you want to go again?" I said, "YES." I was having an amazing time, and realized how important it was to go as often as I was invited. It seemed there was a purpose in what the angel was showing me, and I didn't want to miss any of it. We went back again ending up in Jerusalem, once again via Turkey. This time I was approached by the angel on the western wall. He had a rod in his hand, which he extended toward me, motioning me to take it from his hands. I reached out and took the rod, then the angel said, "Do you realize you are home now?" For me it was like a realization that the Supernatural realm was where we have been called to live. Then the angel said, "Off you go" and with a motion of his hand, I found myself back in Papatoetoe, New Zealand. Wow! I felt very drunk and unable to stand up when I arrived back, and the Supernatural realm was very close, easy to step in and out of for some time.
I am currently Pathetic
I am listening to Oh brother where art thou?

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Time to fly
08/20/2006 08:52 p.m.
It's time we fly
It's the reason we've been shaken
Whispers woke us up.

This day in season
Providential in reason
We'll likely not be back by.

Forever past, we've sped ahead
To the forever air
We live and move and breathe.

No darkened night holds any fright
the light goes into it with you
Now is shining with it's own glory.

It holds the draws
in razor claws
sheathed now in magnolia dew.

To cup the vision and gaze afar
can dizzy you.
The here and now gets a little hazy.

No kidding! It makes you weak and shaky.
Only for a small time can you stand it
Your shaking is contagious.
Shaken lives, yeah, that sounds all crazy.

It's ok. I've always been a fool.
But is now is wow. And the greatest joker,
I am His tool.


Thanks alot, Rodney Howard Brown
You spoke it, so now it's true.
You sowed laughter far and wide.

Twas a joker's deck you dealt!
Hidden like Trojan Horses
This joker's wild! Makes for a wilder ride.

The True joker's yoke, it can rest upon us too!

A weary burden's power breaks
When laughter rushes in.

Look out! The Joke's on you!

No sin to fear! The forgiveness of heaven is near.
Your place of pain is your place of gain.
The path's already been trodden.

You sent it raging on unseen tides
In untamed ocean
The tide returns for you.

You stand ashore of the many lives
And call it, call it forth
"Let laughter ring and joy resound."

The laughter blessed
For ages yet to come.
The joy is our strength
when all else fails.

There's an Israel asleep in Jacob
The angel woke him true.
Some dreams are better experienced awake.

Muhammed slept in Esau.
Must have been a bitter stew.
Salty tears forever streaming.

Let us care for what we're dreaming.

I am currently Creative
I am listening to No ticking clocks

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8/20/2006
08/20/2006 07:56 p.m.
oh yea?
I am currently Bemused

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30's 40's 50's 60's & 70's
08/20/2006 12:50 a.m.
Thanx Randy!Gave me a laugh...

30's, 40's, 50's, 60's & 70's

CONGRATULATIONS TO ALL THE KIDS WHO WERE BORN IN THE
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(No kiddin man! I not only have bifocals, mine have 17 different focal points!)

I am currently Reflective
I am listening to six lalas

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Note to the Mayor
08/16/2006 05:57 p.m.
NOTE: To the Mayor of Biglane Heights:

Please be very very careful! You might not get re-elected due to your lack of charity to some of us folks that have to choose whether to put gas in the tank to get to work or have the lawn mower fixed. A GOOD neighbor let us borrow his lawn mower though. May God bless Tony and all Tony's household. Amen.

Signed: Your Neighbors, the unsightly ones.


I am currently Calm
I am listening to The Awakening

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VCR or VHS?
08/14/2006 12:56 a.m.
Thank God for kids. Jarrod's question to Megan's request to turn the movie back on...
Which one? The VCR? or the VHS?

  
It really cracked me up. I'm really concerned for my mental health at this point. What mental health? Mental stealth... mebbe....
My mental is stealthy...
standing at an empty well... leaning over...
looking down...
yep.
That's where it went. I think.
... still no thud yet from hitting bottom...
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Another laugh til my belly hurt... Jarrod and Alex working on a red neck project when I got home from work one day...
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I am currently Needy
I am listening to Shrek

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Out of sorts ; wanna cry and can't: why?
08/13/2006 05:23 p.m.
Day 4: Just what does that expression mean? taken from http://www.miriamwebster.com/dictionary/sorts

Main Entry: 1sort
Pronunciation: 'sort
Function: noun
Etymology: Middle English, from Anglo-French, fate, lot, characteristic, from Latin sort-, sors lot, share, category -- more at SERIES
1 a : a group set up on the basis of any characteristic in common : CLASS, KIND b : one approximating the character or qualities of another c : PERSON, INDIVIDUAL
2 archaic : GROUP, COMPANY
3 a archaic : method or manner of acting : WAY, MANNER b : CHARACTER, NATURE
4 a : a letter or character that is one element of a font b : a character or piece of type that is not part of a regular font
5 : an instance of sorting

synonym see TYPE
- after a sort : in a rough or haphazard way
- all sorts of : many different : all kinds of
- of sorts or of a sort : in some respects but not entirely or truly

****************************** - out of sorts
1 : somewhat ill
2 : GROUCHY, IRRITABLE

****************************** ok then. according to this definition I'm not out of sorts. To classify my mood would cross over several of the options listed in pathetic's classification allowance. I'm blue. Gloomy. Depressed. Brooding. Bleh. Bummed. Frustrated. Gross. Insecure. Hurt. Caring but empty. None of this makes any sense at all. Senseless. Most of all.... Clueless.

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I am currently Clueless
I am listening to Arrival

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Uno
08/13/2006 02:17 a.m.
calls in the voices of four people. No. I'd rather sulk.

  
Ok. One round. I lost. Did make it down to the declaration once, then in the next three loops took about 10 cards. Jarrod is vicious, lol. But it was fun. Now they're gone to "ride the block". I guess if gas was $10.00 a gallon. They'd still "ride the block".
I am currently Better
I am listening to two teens and two twenty somethings holler... come play uno!

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Letter to an angel from a single mom
08/10/2006 10:33 a.m.
Dearest Daniel,
I am now fully aware of your presence and I must say that what I experienced in the kitchen at lunch today was something I won’t soon forget. I am filled with awe because I wasn’t aware that a child as young as my 20 month old son could be aware of you and seem to know you so well. I am also ashamed that in my 21 years I have never had such a profound experience as such. Seldom have I been brought to tears like that. Watching my son carry on with you was amazing. I have so many questions Id like to ask you. For starters, how was it that you were so blessed to be the one that has the joy of watching over my precious baby? And I feel compelled to thank you for watching over him as well as you do. He seems to think an awful lot of you Daniel. For as I’m sure you know not much can hold his interest for as long as you did. I hope my asking Logan about you did not scare you away earlier. For soon after asking Logan who you were and him giving me your name he was looking at you and waving bye-bye. I cannot tell you how much I thank you and God for your presence in this home and everywhere. Especially with the fingernail polish remover incident. Thank you Daniel for watching over my baby each and every day. While I am asleep and while I am at work. There are so many things to scare a young single mother these days. But now I know that you are there and you are watching over my darling even when I am with him. I only wish I had known about you earlier. But maybe you and Logan decided on today. Thank you so much Daniel.

With great love and appreciation,
Logan’s mommy
08/08/06



I am currently Amazed
I am listening to A greatful heart

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