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S.C.
11/12/2006 10:23 p.m.
11/12/06
Revelation is flooding in. I feel like I’m going in overload.
This shaking continues even if it’s only internal.
I recognized the eternal in a casual exchange with a beautiful, little princess named Eva.
What an awesome God our God is!
That He cares so much about this one little girl, He would have two people dress up in order to announce His presence and the presences He will soon be revealing to her (and that geographic region) through the host in order to make it memorable for not only her but me
What a privilege.


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I certainly am not worthy of this
But, my soul and spirit chuckle with glee, that it is his body and soul, bought and paid for with the most precious commodity - medium of exchange- that is in our eternal existence:
The blood of Christ
I am His to mould and shape into whatever He desires
I am so thrilled
I am so jittery
I am so excited
I am so awestruck
I am so humbled at His humility
I am so very in love with this God

So many things He shows! I am so shaken
I am so shaken
I am shaking

I really don’t think I ever asked to be a seer.
I really don’t
I don’t remember it
I don’t remember asking that
How could I, I didn’t even know what it was, much less that it was a real phenomenon

But I did ask for the gift of encouragement and exhortation
Is that how it’s to be had then?
Kewl

Yes, Lord, I understand the need to sheathe the claws I’ve been stretching in experimentation as it is demanded and of utter importance in going one step forward from here.
I WILL OBEY
This is my declaration
Because you love me, you will empower me and gift me and protect me.







11/11/06

What is going on in my world?
What is it?
Strange light descending to the west
Not white but bluish white
I already know what it is.
It just freaks me out by the ramifications
Before 8:00 last night (11/10/06)
I saw it while Logan and I wagoneered our usual driveway circuits
He, wrapped in his blanket, Nana, harnessed in dark clothing, appropriate for the day
but not in the night
If you should be overcome with traffic which could consist of even one vehicle
down our quiet street
Strange light descends
Except it seems of home
It’s almost too much.
Introduced to Chrioni, companion of Gabriel
Feeling the reality of their presence so strongly my vision was constantly blurring with tears
It was too much
Such holiness is blinding
Just the remembrance brings again the rain
Oh blessed God, please let them have visited Alex’s family
It was in their direction
Please separate Alex for your great work
Please release the understanding of the great work of salvation undertaken just for him
And how he should best spread this wondrous news of the gospel of peace, of our almighty Christ, champion and captain, vested now with majesty but once the wretchedness of my sin
He did that for me
I step outside to smoke tentatively looking for that light again
What exactly was that?

This journal will be my Sefer Chalomot.

This is all very strange...
To get an art kit delivered to my place of employment within an hour of a telling exchange is no coincidence. Then the book "Dream Language" that must be purchased.

What happened today?
Well, not much. Spent the day adoring Logan. Not feeling up to snuff physically but soon after awakening to get a call from a friend that made me chuckle-- lots. More time reading about the Lord's use of angels from one of the other three books that just had to be added to my library and sensing His radiance so strongly to keep my vision unblurred from the tears was a constant task. This is all so new. So strange. I am not sure who I am. I know it is an adventure in this becoming I wouldn't miss for the world, even when it becomes exceedingly uncomfortable with more and more strange occurrences almost daily.
I'm freaking out.
But in a good way.

Whom did I encounter?
Just the family, other than phone calls, one new deepening of a friendship that I so enjoy with Kathy.

different feelings you experienced?
Tears, lots of tears.
Love, Love, Love
Typical exasperation with teenage mentality
Love, Love, Love
Awe at the love being poured out on God's children, right now
Awe at the revelation abounding everywhere!
Awe at His revealed presence and the revelations increasing exponentially
Sorrow for my sins, great sorrow

What did I feel proud of?
My children, my grand child, The bride of Christ as revealed in Psalm 45... that one will knock your socks off

What do I wish I could improve upon?
oh wow. This list could go forever
My parenting skills. I gotta quit smoking. Need to keep house better.
Discipline in prayer and meditation
Repentance for the sins that keep God’s blessings halted at a distance

I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to Beastley purring

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Luckie
11/10/2006 03:50 a.m.
Luckie's birdseye view...


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I am currently Creative
I am listening to internal sighs

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More prayers
10/21/2006 03:55 p.m.
October 21: We reap answers to prayers for our own needs as we sow into others needs. Try to find information on another state's ballot issues. Pray for them as you are praying for your own today.

Our Father who art in heaven
We gather in spirit and truth this day
Foremost in our gathering is our unified spirit of family.
We are a diverse and dispersed family but Abraham’s family.
We are a body
Your body
The head of our body is Christ Jesus
Our head is in the clouds, the head of this body, the head of our body.
Our feet are upon the earth, we inhabit this clay
Fully grounded in our ability to stand tallest upon our knees as we petition heaven.
You have revealed the truth of heaven to my heart
You made a decision of your grace to equip me for this race for a finish line where the ticker tape parade is NOT of earth.
My function in this assembly today of prayer warriors is to listen.
I listen. Holy Spirit, give me ears to hear what you are saying to the church, the body. Give wisdom today as we listen to speak.
I recognize that I have, because I’ve been given, a voice.
I submit it for your use.
It is yours because you have created it.
Speak, in your thunder, as we bow.

I can’t listen in, to their words with my ears, so I draw near to your heartbeat and know you will synchronize my spirit with yours, by the warring presence of the Host.
You have gathered them, together with us.
We have been in the stages of preparation for this moment, these 21 days, for months now.
You have determined to arise.
This land is truly not prepared for the salt you are pouring in these crippled and stagnant waters, so give great grace.
I thank you for the preparation in the south by the actual whirling winds of Katrina.
What great wisdom.
It was to prepare a people for the great whirling winds of your spirit which is eternal. In the land of the eternal, seen by the temporal as ephemeral and intangible, let your temples glow with the oil that has been poured out being lit by the fires of heaven.




Words Control Your Life PROVERBS 18:20-21 NKJ 20 A man's stomach shall be satisfied from the fruit of his mouth, and from the produce of his lips he shall be filled. 21 Death and life are in the power of the tongue, and those who love it will eat its fruit. Proverbs 18:20 says what your lips produce will fill your life. Your lips produce -- words. Words determine the course and the outcome of your life. You now have, and will continue to have, the fruit your tongue produces. To change your life you need to change your words. JAMES 3:2,8 NIV 2 We all stumble in many ways. If anyone is never at fault in what he says, he is a perfect man, able to keep his whole body in check. 8 but no man can tame the tongue. It is a restless evil, full of deadly poison. To change the words you speak you need God's help. As Jesus said, out of the abundance of your heart your mouth will speak. So, you need a new heart and you need it filled with God's Word. Only in that way can your tongue be brought under complete control. SAY THIS: Lord, because your Word teaches that words control my life, please help me to control my words. ---------------------------------------------------------------- Please forward, or tell your friends. http://aDevotion.org/tell The Alpha of every alphabet is an Omegan... Megan is the fruit of my loins... the fruit of her loins is Logan.... Loga rhythms... Let the Logos and Rhema come forth. Rhyme us in your reasons salt us to your taste for this earth, He pours forth His seasons Give the praise! Call in more who praise your excellent plan in this accelerated time of acceleration the prophetic has arrived. The spirit of all true prophecy is at hand. Salting now, the wounded are healed, thought and tongue old and young verse me in the reversals of my soul that my lodging from this temporal state is dislodged I am free to be what you create and recreate.
I am currently Divine
I am listening to birdsong..loud birdsong

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freaking special...
10/19/2006 05:42 p.m.
Today is International Disadvantaged People's Day.

Please send an encouraging message to a retarded friend,
just as I've done.

I don't care if you lick windows, interfere with farm
animals, pick dust out
of the air, vote liberal or occasionally shit
yourself.......





You hang in there sunshine, you're freaking special...

*=*

Alrighty then you mighty Myra you, all challenges are suspended until I give you YOUR freaking special reply... hehehe... you just ain't right....
... guess that's why I love you so dear...
just wait...
gotta get you good for this one...
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to the freaking cogs in my head turning..

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'nother challenge, can't keep up
10/19/2006 11:30 a.m.
***Disclaimer: These challenges are issued by people on a creative writing group on Yahoo.***

The challenge is to use this word list in a specific type of poem
specifically a fantasy or science fiction poem, it can be dark fantasy
if you like, I do like dark fantasy myself. I think maybe this might
be fun considering Holloween is just around a week and a half away.
Here it is, have fun, and Happy Holloween, Veronica Garcia
tisafcrow04@ yahoo.com

*refrain
*shadow
*becalmed
*fiery
*cradle
*feather
*azure
*austere
*whisper
*ferocity

I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to the humming of the cpu, it's quiet here

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Racy word challenge
10/17/2006 05:42 p.m.
10/17/06

Ahhh... another word list challenge... May go pi again... not sure... I love looking up meanings for words I think I know the meanings of... but to see all possibilities makes it infinitely more fun to twist and weave...

Dulcet
Etymology: Middle English doucet, from Anglo-French, from duz, douz sweet, from Latin dulcis; perhaps akin to Greek glykys sweet1 : sweet to the taste2 : pleasing to the ear 3 : generally pleasing or agreeable - dul·cet·ly adverb

perpetual
per·pet·u·al
Pronunciation: p&r-'pe-ch&-w&l, -ch&l; -'pech-w&l
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English perpetuel, from Anglo-French, from Latin perpetuus uninterrupted, from per- through + petere to go to -- more at FEATHER
1 a : continuing forever : EVERLASTING b (1) : valid for all time
(2) : holding (as an office) for life or for an unlimited time
2 : occurring continually : indefinitely long-continued
3 : blooming continuously throughout the season
synonym see CONTINUAL

exquisite
1ex·qui·site
Pronunciation: ek-'skwi-z&t, 'ek-(")
Function: adjective
Etymology: Middle English exquisit, from Latin exquisitus, past participle of exquirere to search out, from ex- + quaerere to seek
1 : carefully selected : CHOICE
2 archaic : ACCURATE
3 a : marked by flawless craftsmanship or by beautiful, ingenious, delicate, or elaborate execution b : marked by nice discrimination, deep sensitivity, or subtle understanding c : ACCOMPLISHED, PERFECTED
4 a : pleasing through beauty, fitness, or perfection b : ACUTE, INTENSE c : having uncommon or esoteric appeal
synonym see CHOICE
- ex·qui·site·ly adverb
- ex·qui·site·ness noun

caress
1ca·ress
Pronunciation: k&-'res
Function: transitive verb
Etymology: French caresser, from Italian carezzare, from carezza
1 : to treat with tokens of fondness, affection, or kindness : CHERISH
2 a : to touch or stroke lightly in a loving or endearing manner b : to touch or affect as if with a caress
- ca·ress·er noun
- ca·ress·ing·ly

suspended
sus·pend
Pronunciation: s&-'spend
Function: verb
Etymology: Middle English, from Anglo-French suspendre, from Latin suspendere, from sub-, sus- up + pendere to cause to hang, weigh
transitive verb
1 : to debar temporarily especially from a privilege, office, or function
2 a : to cause to stop temporarily b : to set aside or make temporarily inoperative
3 : to defer to a later time on specified conditions
4 : to hold in an undetermined or undecided state awaiting further information
5 a : HANG; especially : to hang so as to be free on all sides except at the point of support b : to keep from falling or sinking by some invisible support (as buoyancy) c : to put or hold in suspension
6 a : to keep fixed or lost (as in wonder or contemplation) b : to keep waiting in suspense or indecision
7 : to hold (a musical note) over into the following chord
intransitive verb
1 : to cease operation temporarily
2 : to stop payment or fail to meet obligations
3 : HANG
synonym see DEFER

cerise
ce·rise
Pronunciation: s&-'rEs, -'rEz
Function: noun
Etymology: French, literally, cherry, from Late Latin ceresia -- more at CHERRY
: a moderate red

coalesce
co·a·lesce
Pronunciation: "kO-&-'les
Function: verb
Inflected Form(s): co·a·lesced; co·a·lesc·ing
Etymology: Latin coalescere, from co- + alescere to grow -- more at OLD
intransitive verb
1 : to grow together
2 a : to unite into a whole : FUSE b : to unite for a common end : join forces
3 : to arise from the combination of distinct elements
transitive verb : to cause to unite
synonym see MIX

elaborate
elab·o·rate
Pronunciation: i-'la-b(&-)r&t
Function: adjective
Etymology: Latin elaboratus, from past participle of elaborare to work out, acquire by labor, from e- + laborare to work -- more at LABORATORY
1 : planned or carried out with great care
2 : marked by complexity, fullness of detail, or ornateness
- elab·o·rate·ly adverb
- elab·o·rate·ness noun

chimera
chi·me·ra
Pronunciation: kI-'mir-&, k&-
Function: noun
Etymology: Latin chimaera, from Greek chimaira she-goat, chimera; akin to Old Norse gymbr yearling ewe, Greek cheimOn winter -- more at HIBERNATE
1 a capitalized : a fire-breathing she-monster in Greek mythology having a lion's head, a goat's body, and a serpent's tail b : an imaginary monster compounded of incongruous parts
2 : an illusion or fabrication of the mind; especially : an unrealizable dream

3 : an individual, organ, or part consisting of tissues of diverse genetic constitution


ruddy
rud·dy
Pronunciation: 'r&-dE
Function: adjective
Inflected Form(s): rud·di·er; -est
Etymology: Middle English rudi, from Old English rudig, from rudu redness; akin to Old English rEad red -- more at RED
1 : having a healthy reddish color
2 : RED, REDDISH
3 British -- used as an intensive
- rud·di·ly /'r&-d&l-E/ adverb
- rud·di·ness /'r&-dE-n&s/ noun

I am currently Bemused
I am listening to dampered be mutterings

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Yep. Got pictures of the "giants".
10/11/2006 05:50 p.m.
Possess The Land

NUMBERS 33:53 NKJ
53 'you shall dispossess the inhabitants of the land and
dwell
in it, for I have given you the land to possess.

JOSHUA 1:3 NKJ
3 "Every place that the sole of your foot will tread upon I
have given you, as I said to Moses.

In Old Testament times the people of God received promises
to
possess the physical land. They faced literal giants
keeping
them from possessing what God said was theirs.

Today we face a similar challenge: overcome the obstacles
and
possess the promised blessings given in the New Testament.

How can we possess and enjoy these promised blessings?

Faith!

HEBREWS 6:12 NKJ
12 that you do not become sluggish, but imitate those who
through faith and patience inherit the promises.

What belongs to us? What has God said is ours to "possess"?

"All things!"

2 PETER 1:3 NKJ
3 as His divine power has given to us all things that
pertain
to life and godliness, through the knowledge of Him who
called
us by glory and virtue,

ROMANS 8:32 NKJ
32 He who did not spare His own Son, but delivered Him up
for
us all, how shall He not with Him also freely give us all
things?

1 CORINTHIANS 3:21 NKJ
21 Therefore let no one glory in men. For all things are
yours:

As New Testament believers our "giants" are demons and
unbelief. Every promise of blessing is ours to claim and
possess by faith.

SAY THIS: I will possess my "land" in Jesus' Name!
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I am currently Fabulous
I am listening to Kathy's sing song voice next door (no wasps so far today!)

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another challenge...hmmm
10/11/2006 01:07 a.m.
Hello All!

I thought it might be fun to do another word list challenge so I've
come up with a few words - 10 to be exact - for us to use in a poem.
Remember that you can use the words listed in any order, in any
tense. You can take the word pure for instance and use it as purely,
purity, pureness, etc. Or astounding could be astounded, astounds,
such like that. Enjoy and I can't wait to read the replies!! Good
luck everyone! :) Here are your words....

1) pure
2) astounding
3) talisman
4) genuflect
5) grand
6) approach
7) twine
8) inevitable
9) launched
10) mettle

I am currently Bemused
I am listening to my daughter's heartache

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Stars & Planets
10/07/2006 12:33 a.m.
Time for another challenge! This time it's a sentence challenge. The
sentence you must incorporate into your poem is:

stars and planets ply the heavens.....

Once again you must write a poem using this sentence - any style, any
length, etc. Good luck and hope everyone enjoys it! I can't wait to
see where we all take this one. :o) Should be lots of fun to read all
the replies, it always is when there are so many talented writers
participating!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

hmmm... gotta think on this one.

stars and planets ply the heavens.....
Supervisors map the fair
Angels and demons play not harps down here
At war they're everywhere.


Stars and planets ply the heavens
Comets are shots of war
The moon's a camera
Lightening a digital flight repast
We've shot the moon before.

Stars and planets ply the heavens
Many a love struck gaze they draw
Many a waving fist in the night
The sons of man run aground

Stars and planets ply the heavens
Angel chariots are racing out there
Then swing so low resonating the songs they hear
The quieted are listening in prayer.

I am currently Dumbfounded
I am listening to singing waters overflowing my soul

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Possessions
10/03/2006 02:31 p.m.
Plead The Blood

Pleading the Blood of Jesus is not begging -- but a legal
term.

REVELATION 12:10-11 NKJ
10 . . . the accuser of our brethren, who accused them
before
our God day and night, has been cast down.
11 "And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb and by
the
word of their testimony, and they did not love their lives
to
the death.

The devil is our accuser. The only successful plea is the
Blood
of Jesus. Pleading our ignorance, our innocence, or our
merits
will fail. Only relying on the Blood of our substitute
sacrifice, the Lamb of God, will win our case before God
the
Judge.

When we pray, we should base our prayer on the Blood of
Jesus
-- the price paid for our needs to be met -- instead of on
our
need or our worthiness.

When we resist the devil, we cannot resist him based on who
we
are or what we have done, but only on the price paid for
our
complete redemption -- the precious Blood of Jesus.

Faith in Jesus' Blood, released in testimony against the
devil,
will always cause him to flee. We must resist him,
steadfast in
faith, for as long as it takes.

Our enemy can always be overcome by the Blood of the Lamb
and
the word of our testimony. We have victory over every evil
because of Jesus' shed Blood.

PSALM 107:2 NKJ
2 Let the redeemed of the Lord say so, Whom He has redeemed
from the hand of the enemy,

We must SAY we are redeemed by the Blood of the Lamb. Here
are
some example statements you could use in pleading the
Blood.

In the Name of Jesus, I plead the Blood of the Lord Jesus
Christ against this problem.

I cover my home with the Blood of Jesus to protect all
occupants and possessions from all evil.

Especially in times of violence we need to cry out for the
protection of the Blood for all our household. Parents can
put
the Blood on their "door" -- taking in all that pertains to
them -- and claim salvation and protection for their entire
family. The Blood is the one thing that will keep your
family
safe in these perilous days.

When we awaken in the morning we should call for the Blood
to
be upon us and all that belongs to us. Before we sleep we
should, in the same way, call for the protection of the
Blood.

SAY THIS: I plead the Blood of Jesus over all my household
and
all our possessions.

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I am currently Bemused
I am listening to My supervisor's "Yay!"

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