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The Journal of A. Paige White 10/29/7
10/30/2007 02:13 a.m.
sssssssssssshhhhhh
sssssssssssh
ssssh
The need to be very very quiet is unmistakable. I feel it again. The presence that literally stops your words, just like the first time the shhhhhh river washed through my soul. It's like you think a few thoughts (of that amazement so deep) and when you go to utter them your tongue freezes and flat refuses so they stutter to a stop when you attempt to utter them. It is the most remarkable thing...
Can't figure it out. No point in fighting it. learned that last time.
I am currently Awestruck
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bwaaaa haaa haaa
10/27/2007 03:45 p.m.
Kathleen Wilson is my hero! She's given me a great idea for some fun to have with a bunch of partying drunks tonight at a costume party... karaoke to the next level roflol...
oh yeah...
I just don't know yet how we're going to fix my My up... she wants to be a hippy... hmmmm we could make HER the devil and Chip a pirate and me an angel... oh yeah... this is going to be fun! Gotta get offa here and see what I've got left from last year that is reusable...
I am currently Clever
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10/26/7
10/26/2007 06:09 p.m.
HOT DAWG!!!!
Costume party at the chicken house tomorrow night and I'm GOING!!!!
WOOHOOOOOO
Ok this means significant rearranging of half thought through, half baked plans.... lol...
I am currently Boisterous
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no pumpkin carvin kits left
10/26/2007 04:10 a.m.
sigh
I foresee a real mess in my kitchen upcoming very shortly. Two girls with dull kitchen knives trying to carve two punkins.. oh yeah... we're going to have a MESS. I'm so glad Megan's off tomorrow to clean it up! Pictures will be taken, mug shots of the punkin muggers...
and to start at it so late at night with far too much chocolate and caramels on hand... glad the boys are both asleep.
This ought to be.... hmmmmm i n t e r e s t i n g
camera and instructions delivered...
oh yeah interesting
and m e s s y
Ewwwww... am I ever having some brainstorming about some photo shots I can take to illustrate or set the background of my October's "candle" ku!!!!
Oh yeah, this weekend's going to be fun... Probably have a devil and an angel busy busy busy....
I am currently Crafty
I am listening to preparations for disaster
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10/25/7
10/25/2007 02:11 p.m.
ROFLOL!
What an awesome God He is.
You said say it because you said it...
Grow those ears!
Make them big ears, sensitive to the slightest whisper of His spirit winds speaking into the forests aflame. As the winds in California now help (please send your helps) to quench the fire so grow the ears to hear His spirit....
Sure love this Baptist preacher! He's open to the prophetic...heh... he's the one introduced me to Kim Clement.
God, you are just too funny.
Thank you so much for the energizing testimony of the Senator from Atlanta (LOL, well really from his wife, since she grabbed his ankles and called him back into his body)! Dead 34 minutes, documented....WOW
Today is a GOOD day and gettin better...
and Claudacious showed up! woohoooooo
I am currently Feisty
I am listening to Kim Clement
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Chicken n dumplin nite
10/23/2007 11:36 p.m.
FIIIIIIIIINALLY.
With crisp garlic toast...
Of course, after I've made the grocery list and they've gotten back with it, megan wishes it were my potato soup fixings, her favorite dish of mine I fix. heh. If she'd told me, I'd have made it instead. Just wasn't thinking. It IS mighty fine, if I do say so myself.
It's a drizzly, chilly day. So wonderful. Great snuggle weather with the window open, soft music playing, candles lit....sigh...I'm so sick of summer. Ready for cool weather. It's about 55. Actually got to wear a sweater and didn't get too hot til right before time to come home.
Kids are watching saving private ryan. a boy's staying at mamaw and papaws tonight since megan's got 8 to 8. can't even snuggle a boy and get neck sugar. shooooooottttt.
I am currently Peaceful
I am listening to saving private ryan
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frog on ice
10/15/2007 01:01 a.m.
Sunday playing
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to diggers
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How do you
10/14/2007 12:10 a.m.
how do you spell my name?
C O N F U S I O N
middle initial, hopelessly, N
L O V E
as he's leaving there's a white feather lying perfectly in the middle where the truck was. Go figger. It was NOT there before. I know because I noted that he'd run over not one but two jacks that were laying there. now just WHAT does that signify?!? It's a gorgeously curled specimen too. the tip splits off into hairs...
I am so confused.
No confusion about one thing though.
He's the love of my life.
I am currently Jumbled
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Meditation (sorely needed!)
10/10/2007 07:41 p.m.
Thanks, Big D.! This was just what I needed and when...
www.InnerGuidanceMovie.com
I am currently Calm
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10/10/07
10/10/2007 02:00 p.m.
THINGS I HAVE LEARNED LIVING IN MISSISSIPPI
1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air
2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 live in MISSISSIPPI.
3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 live in MISSISSIPPI plus a couple no one's seen before.
4. If it grows, it sticks; if it crawls, it bites.
5. Onced and twiced are words.
6. It is not a shopping cart; it is a buggy.
7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic.
8. People actually grow and eat okra.
9. Fixinto is one word.
10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper.
11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar!
12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you."
13. Jeet? Is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?"
14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you' re done or it's too dark to see.
15. You don't PUSH buttons, you MASH them.
YOU KNOW YOUR FROM MISSISSIPPI IF:
1. You measure distance in minutes.
2. You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day.
3. You use "fix" as a verb. Example: "I'm fixing to go to the store "
4. All the festivals across the state are named after a fruit, vegetable, grain, insect or animal.
5. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked.
6. You know what a "DAWG" is.
7. You carry jumper cables in your car...for your OWN car.
8. You only own four spices: salt, pepper, Tabasco and ketchup.
9. The local papers cover national and international news on one page but require 6 pages for local gossip and sports.
10. You think that the first day of deer season is a national holiday.
11. You find 100 degrees Fahrenheit "a little warm".
12. You know all four seasons: Almost Summer, Summer, still Summer and Christmas.
13. You know whether another MISSISSIPIAN is from HATTIESBURG, north or south as soon as they open their mouth.
14. Going to Wal-mart is a favorite past time known as"goin' Wal-martin"or off to "Wally World"....Mall Mart
15. You describe the first cool snap (below 70 degrees) as good pinto-bean weather.
16. A carbonated soft drink isn't a soda, cola or pop...it's a Coke, regardless of brand or flavor. Example: "What kinda coke you want?"
17. Fried catfish is the other white meat.
18. We don't need no stinking driver's Ed....if our mama says we can drive, we can drive.
19. You understand these jokes and forward them to your friends from MISSISSIPPI (and those who just wish they were). Not EVERYONE can be a MISSISSIPIAN, it's an art form and a gift from God!
So true it hurts my face from grinning!
Well well well. What I didn't think would happen, did. He actually bothered to send me another email. Lovely one too. Designed to do nothing but hurt me some more. It did, but it didn't last long. I AM getting over him. The letter helped more than anything else could have. I can't believe it, but I'm actually grateful he worded it exactly as he did. Megan's adamant response when I cried as I read it to her was "just tell him to eff off. Do it Mama. He just wants to keep hurting you." There really is no other explanation for it. I looked all through it to try to find a legitimate reason that he would have to simply reiterate what he'd already said in his last one and couldn't. I honored his desires and wishes. That just wasn't good enough. I might be getting better, time to send another letter designed for nothing but to trigger my sense of loss again. It worked for a few minutes but in a weird way, it flamed so hot it burned it all up.
Well apparently not all. When will the hurt go away. It helped for a little while anyway. I do not understand why he had to do that. I was getting better. I guess that's why.
I am currently Bleh
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