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guns & roses
11/21/2007 04:08 a.m.
ain't never been played or sang any sweeter...
knock knock knocking on prison doors
Lord knows I love to spin my tires
even though all four are showin wires
got a bolt holdin my seat down to the floor
it knocks and shudders if I gun it any more
knock knock knocking on prison doors...

the tired ole kia has a dent in the door
put an ouch sticker to hide the sore
knock knock knocking on prison doors...
they are C R A C K I N G ME UP!


Stairway to heaven is next... Lawd have mucy

I decided to retitle this entry. Didn't read Wendy's post about her loss til this morning and it seemed a bit insensitive (totally unintentional). Guess I missed her posts on the forum that told about her brother. I don't read much on there anyway, just every once in a while. Father, please comfort her and her family by the manifest presence of your Holy Spirit, our eternal comforter. In Jesus name and to the praise of the riches of His glory I pray. Amen
I am currently Boisterous
I am listening to knock knock knocking on prison doors

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flamin
11/20/2007 05:51 p.m.

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I am currently Divine

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just practicin
11/18/2007 07:43 p.m.

trying to get this centered:

Sitting with notebook jotting the things
I want to remember, over all, oval all, Our
favorite fires are built in the rain of yesterdays
emerald leaves and blotchy twigs we laugh at each other
sitting in the door with the old cauldron at our feet with
the wonderful fragrance trapped for my kisses to enjoy in his
beard and hair and lament last night's failure to pull off our
plot of a midnight heist, prize winning collards in the favored
neighbor's patch, he gets up to prod the beginning fire, adding
just the right amount of dried and green twigs and leaves
-backing to our seasonal cauldron, looks over one
shoulder darkened with sprinkles and lightened
with a dash of ash to throw a smouldering
glance,
giving a
wiggle that makes me
giggle at his pronouncement
he's toasting his buns.
Our favorite fires
smoulder best
in the
rain

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$2.00 matinee
11/17/2007 04:04 p.m.
Beowulf it is. Jarrod just raved over it. He, Kim, Nate and Stepanie went last night and he said it's one we've just got to see. We can both go for less than it would cost to rent a video. Beowulf it is!

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Eurydice! Hopefully helpful hints here
11/17/2007 02:07 a.m.
I saw your plea about having already joined but can't log in. Try emptying your cache. Sometimes it will not let you log in. Go to tools, internet options, and in your temporary internet files, delete cookies. That should help. Great application! Welcome to Pathetic!
I am currently Helpful

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11/16/7
11/16/2007 07:30 p.m.
The Company Christmas party invitations were a great success despite (lol, because of)my inability to do them exactly as instructed. They look very classy. I understand we're doing dirty santa again this year. I came away with exactly what I wanted of all the loot, last year. We're going to party at some fancy digs this year. I'm looking forward to seeing that place.
Kim's mom sent an invitation to Thanksgiving dinner through Kim yesterday too. Megan smirked and said "invitation to meet the in-laws"... Kim already feels like part of the family anyway. Just another one of my youngins. They are all so precious.
Chip sent one of those, oh my God-that's just mean, emails again. Whew. He missed his calling in writing. Mercy. Sure does know how to fan sensory flames with his tiptoeing, typing fingertips. I fully intend to get a full hours worth of him playing with my hair. Lick his lips at least that long too.
miss you baby.
miss you

*_* upon reflection, one of the unexpected (all the more cherished and good for a lasting grin) benefits of writing something corny is the reassurance of a good and lasting gag for the needy. For a long while one could hope. yup. Still smiling over the thought.
I am currently Fabulous

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Mood button sayings roflol (and other uplifting things)
11/15/2007 07:35 p.m.
I think Big D. has been peeking...lol... or he's just picking up on my bitchiness through his connection with our higher power... in my work inbox (to smooth any ruffled feathers, I presume, lololol):

Embracing Womanhood

There are many ways and myriad reasons for women to honor and embrace all that they are. And when any individual woman chooses to do so, all women collectively move closer to becoming what they are truly capable of being. By honoring her experience and being willing to share it with others—both male and female—she teaches as she learns. When she can trust herself and her inner voice, she teaches those around her to trust her as well. Clasping hands with family members and friends, coworkers and strangers in a shared walk through the journey of life, she allows all to see the self-respect she possesses and accepts their respect, too, that is offered through look, word, and deed.

When a woman can look back into her past, doing so without regret and instead seeing only lessons that brought her to her current strength and wisdom, she embraces the fullness of her experience. She helps those around her to build upon the past as she does. And when she chooses to create her desires, she places her power in the present and moves forward with life into the future.

Seeing her own divinity, a woman learns to recognize the divinity in all women. She then can see her body as a temple, appreciating its feminine form and function, regardless of what age or stage of life she finds herself. She can enjoy all that it brings to her experience and appreciate other women and their experiences as well. Rather than seeing other women as competition, she can look around her to see the cycle of life reflected in the beauty of her sisters, reminding her of her own radiance should she ever forget. She can then celebrate all the many aspects that make her a being worthy of praise, dancing to express the physical, speaking proudly to express her intellect, sharing her emotions, and leading the way with her spiritual guidance. Embracing her womanhood, she reveals the facets that allow her to shine with the beauty and strength of a diamond to illuminate her world.

followed by a whole array of cyber postits with clues on how to tell if you need to pray at work, lol, most of which clearly indicate I'm a likely candidate for needing prayer. Then in my yahoo inbox, mood buttons:

Well aren't we just a ray of fucking sunshine?
I see you're playing stupid again...looks like you're winning too.
Please take a number & stick it up your ass
A bit pissy today?
Admitting you're an asshole is the first step
Rest assured, no one gives a shit what you think
a few clowns short of a circus now aren't we?
can't sleep, clowns will eat me
a hard on doesn't count as personal growth (well... today it just might :-P)
Ask me about my ability to annoy complete strangers
I'm smiling. that alone should scare you
being a crabby bitch is part of my charm
aren't we just the little freak of nature?

Then a great forward from Erin (loves you, Erin! thanx so much for the laughs) only two of which I'll put here, save the others for myspace (bit too.... ahem.... tarnished to put here, i think,lol, but they're hilarious)


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I am currently Warm

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11/14/7 You are love
11/14/2007 08:52 p.m.
http://www.youarelovemovie.com/


I am currently Bemused

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11/13/07
11/14/2007 04:23 a.m.
It's happening again. Unable to sleep much since Friday. Thought it was from upset at first, now I know it's not. The shaking came again tonight. This stuff is wild. I wish I could see these things better! Clarity of discernment. Then to get that awesome word from GateKeepers. I do constantly have to keep reminding myself He knows me intimately. He chose to come to me in the dream and continues to unfold, unroll, the riches of His glory and not just in dreams anymore. He gave Himself for me so He could give Himself to me. How unbelievably awesome to realize in this topsy turvey world, by His everlasting, inexhaustible work, He is constantly proving the guilty innocent. His blood is our everlasting covenant that cannot be broken, not even shaken. Whew! But He sure knows how to shake temporal things up!
Whew.
One thing you just can't mistake. When it happens it immediately puts things back in their proper perspective. I mean... there isn't a trace of the junk n stuff left to trouble my heart. There is serious warfare going on. I'm so duh. So funny how we react differently to angelic presence. Logan just goes all hyper excited. Bounces off the walls! I do understand that. I start shaking. He's a supernatural current that has to express Himself somehow.
zap!
heheeeeee
Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. I don't know how you can love me the way that you do, but I'm overflowing with Thanksgiving that you do. You boggle my mind, Jesus. My thinking just bogs down, I can't comprehend or understand why you would but I know that you do.
I love you.

I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to gentle snoring

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The reaping preshow/midshow entertainment
11/11/2007 06:10 p.m.
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The kids rented the reaping last night. Gotta say it was one of those that would make you jump. And much to my amused disbelief they actually rented that killer sheep movie...
"sssshhhhh.... listen, what's that?" baaaaaaaaa....
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midshow entertainment
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oh Lord! I hear a chain saw running and Alex and Zane have just showed up. Scary stuff... I was hating Alex missed the show last night. He's funnier than a monkey when it comes to commenting a ridiculously silly movie.



I've enjoyed this weekend so much. Took my mind off of yet again another indeterminate length of silence from Chip.. Other than the one incident where I had to (loudly) chastise Jarrod and Nathan for chaining their vehicles together on the street in front of my house to see which had the most pulling power. Lord, help me have more patience... or see to it I get away with their murders since they so obviously deserve it for their adolescent stupidity, lol....
topped off with a friendly visit from our favorite officer on the magee pd, roflol, Tony Puckett. We are guilty until proven innocent in this neighborhood, with a bit of merit i must confess, so glad Tony is our friendly advocate. "y'all just keep it quiet, ok?"

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I am currently Cheerful
I am listening to revving engines...sigh...

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