I almost fed somebody... I'll do it again at lunch and fill the bowl up.
The ways of the Lord are so beyond my ability to comprehend... This is all so new. Exciting/scary all at once. I saw Him again this morning. It was an image I'll never ever forget. He was standing in a white robe (while I was singing to Him) and he reached like to open his robe over his heart but instead of just pulling his robe open, he gripped and pulled back flesh and bone to reveal His huge heart beating. There branded into His heart were our names. It was flattened to the front from pressing them into Him. My tongue wants to cleave to my mouth and not speak. To have sent such a sight to me... His love for us IS unspeakable. And then to get that email from Kathie about research she did back in 97 and the angelic encounter when .. the false Merlin spirit and Morgana Le Faye... came to offer to "show her things" and seemed so nice.... they seemed so nice... whew... so much is making sense now.
wow.
I'm in waaaaaaaaaaaaaay over my head. Glad He's in charge of all this.
Love u Jesus
Thank you.
Example voting 01/13/2008 01:24 p.m.
I want to vote for the example. Agnes "bare branches" January challenge is inspirational, lol, she's a hard act to follow... but oh so inspirational...
playing with Sharmagne's newest theme:
My muse has the blues from counting the ku's
It colors every word that I choose
I took down the reds
eh this sucks..
I am currently Peaceful
I am listening to a quieted sunrise
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W O R K lololol 01/10/2008 04:30 p.m.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c5ilvi4E-zA
Love it!
Far out dream/vision last night. I understand now what Jarrod meant when he saw the demon he drew the pic of... whew! It's more like you come to than wake up. WEIRD. It really didn't feel at all like I had been asleep but I know I must have been. Father, I ask you to assign the warriors to guard Alex against any/all dangers threatens him or his family. Be glorified, Yeshua! And thank you for putting me in the zone. Amen
Mood: Listening I am listening to Jars of clay - Work
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whew 01/09/2008 02:11 a.m.
well, lol, I finally crawled home. It was so bad when I couldn't see I pulled into a church parking lot, into the visitor's slot overlooking the highway and prayed for the idiots still whizzing past. Right where my headlights looked over the highway the saints that gather there had put up a wooden cross and you could see a bunch of prayer requests nailed to it. Many had blown away but I took the time to ask Jesus to remember every request and the Father to glorify His son. Bout that time they declared a tornado sighted in Braxton (very close to where I was, lol). Another lady pulled in beside me and we sat there about 15 minutes. After I got back on the highway I started seeing trees down on the side and no more than a mile on down two had gone across the highway within probably 100 yards of each other. Ambulance and emergency vehicles had traffic almost stopped. Leslie was worried about me and called to check. She was giving me the scoop. House torn up in Harrisville, etc., etc.
Chip's angels have been plucking chickens again, lol, in his yard. He hasn't found a feather in months and today there was over a hundred, lolololol... He was telling me about his dream (glass blocks/semiprecious stones when I held them) at some prison and what God told him,when he rounded the corner and saw all of them, he stuttered to a stop with incredulity and laughter. Make it yours. K E W L. I am currently Tired
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Wonderful 01/07/2008 08:09 p.m.
present Chip got from God on his 49th birthday, lol. Spectacular confirmation of a dealt with situation. Wow. I'm still in awe of just how specifically it dealt with something we discussed a great deal yesterday. I truly believe it was a generational thing. Whatever. It's dealt with now. When God says it you can count on it, He will bring it to pass. I've just noticed so many times, with the way He deals with me... He seldom does it in the way I would expect or what would seem the logical way to "fix" something, lol. Can't put Him in a box. He always breaks out in a way you LEAST expect him to...
and.... I had a sudden vision with pastor and anne in it. Still got to pray on that one, no clue what it means, whether it's a right now thing, an in the future thing or what it means, at all. Just a simple symbol, lol, it happened in Lowe's mid yesterday afternoon (around 3) and I knew I needed to go to the car and sketch what I'd seen, so I did. Chip swore it was the same thing Jonathan had just gotten tattooed on his arm, lol, but it wasn't, close but not it (I hadn't seen it yet). I've got to sketch it better cause an ink pen just won't do it. Now I wonder what in the world is going on with them. It did change at the very end like it was lightly penciled in to look like a horn. heh. very similar to the one Gary Brooks used when I was going there. I dunno. Just dunno. Chip thinks I should email them and tell them, but I didn't have any sense of it being something they needed... like a confirmation of something or anything like that. I just don't know. This seeing thing is just weird. weird. weird weird. The only reason I am concerned for them is because of the last time i had a dream about them, then a few days later the vision of the black and white police car but I was so clueless about it, I thought it was something to do with my resident (ex-please God, please God) troublemaker, Jarrod. This time I saw them together first then I saw the symbol like it was just getting clearer and clearer until it was standing out in relief with them as the background. W E I R D... I'm learning not to ignore these things though by time after time things happening. Like the dream that had to do with Ricky and Theresa, though I didn't know I was going to actually be called on to bring a gentle rebuke for Jarrod's safety's sake. I know I did burn with a calm white hot flame that made it impossible not to take action... I dunno. weird.
We had a wonderful time yesterday talking for hours like we haven't done in so long. And I only just realized today that one of our most serious communcation barriers is gone and really has been for months now. I just hadn't realized it. It's good. It was a big one. I am currently Bemused
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Enterresting day 01/05/2008 02:57 a.m.
I had to call the police to come so Mr. E. could file a report. My first reaction, was "shades of Sue!"I often wonder where she is or if she is still in jail.
I just can't wait to see it all unfold. New possibilities wrapped in every problem everywhere. 2008 is going to be a veeeeeeerrrrrrry enterresting year, lololol. I truly thrive on all the MANY new experiences he's giving me. The new closeness of his tickling breath in my ear is indescribable and he personally gave me a scripture to stand on in the face of the impossible that I really don't think I've ever read before. Maybe it was just because it was in the Phillips version.
"For look at your own calling as Christians, my brothers. You don't see among you many of the wise (according to this world's judgment)nor many of the ruling class, nor many from the noblest families. But God has chosen what the world calls foolish to shame the wise; he has chosen what the world calls weak to shame the strong. He has chosen those things of little strength and small repute, yes and even things which have no real existence to explode the pretensions of the things that are- that no man may boast in the presence of God....He that glorieth, let him Glory in the Lord." Mine! Mine!
Awesome. He is so awesome. And I heard from cuppa otherwise!
Possibility of getting to know Jenny a great deal better, lol. Sounding like another God thing to me. She's supposed to fax her resume Monday.
...A very good day. I am currently Blessed
I am listening to my wonderful kiddos telling stories
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signature of divine YAY! 01/02/2008 04:59 p.m.
wooooohoooooo!
I found it! I found it! waaaaaaay kewl!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1qxP5yEMk3k
I am currently Happy
I am listening to signature of divine, duh!
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shadow of the rat (sneak peak slides) for Kathy and Ali 01/01/2008 11:48 p.m.
I am currently Cheerful
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ok, so it's going to be a bit harder than I thought 12/31/2007 08:51 p.m.
to sketch a decent mouse/rat with charcoal... if my children's immediate belly laughter and swift declaration of "That's the best possum sketch I've ever seen, Mama.. or Chip's comment on glancing out of the corner of his eye of, "Well, baby, that's a good picture of an armadillo"...grrrrrrrr... glad I don't have to depend on drawing for a living. I'd be under a bridge somewhere. Not giving up though! It just may have to be a very southern haiku with a "year of the possum/armadillo best wishes" instead of a rat! That's so sad. I am currently Disillusioned
I'd forgotten how fascinating charcoal and graphite drawing is. I know what I'll be spending every possible moment practicing on now, lol. His work is tremendous. All just so I can draw a mouse and its shadow crouched at double doors... with pink feet.... heheeeheeeee... just got to see the infinity symbol in there somewhere... I am currently Dorky
I am listening to somethin raunchy
