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It's a Boy!
08/20/2008 04:49 p.m.
Another boy!!!
Jarrod's going to have a boy!!!
I know they've already picked out Gage I really hope they're not going to put a U in there, that's just too much! can we spell r e d n e c k hunter? if a boy (heaven leigh if a girl)
another boy...
I can't wait to get my hands on him and smell his hair... nothing on earth smells like a baby's hair...
wow another boy
I am currently Boisterous

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I love poetry
08/16/2008 06:03 p.m.
Chip's essay on his gurls:
(also inspired by Ali's plea to the universe and my response to it)


Demon in agonized howl-
Mischevious, bouncing curl.
Intensely observed ladybug- enchanting, flirty smile.
Unimaginably sorrowed otherworld.

Fawn soft, young mother’s breast,
Lucifer- twitched and wretched.
Divine insite - infant’s contented sigh.
Bael’s guts spilled, failure self-infected.

Glorious, breathcatching gift to eden,
Inspiration to enhance perfection.
Frazzled student, mother, account exec-
Dangerous curves, lure angels to damnation.

Wanton lioness, caretaking goddess sublime.
Wrinkles and freckles – giftwrap His present devine.
Glaring, laughing, crying, craving touch,
In approximately thirty-seven, precious seconds time.








I am currently Mysterious

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August Ku thoughts
08/10/2008 04:12 p.m.

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Hummingbird feeders
Butterfly guardians swift
against the winds
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I am currently Bemused
I am listening to Caelum Infinitum

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8/10/8
08/10/2008 02:20 p.m.

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I am currently Awestruck
I am listening to infinity's sounds

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abc's of a good weekend
08/03/2008 10:15 p.m.

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I am currently Happy

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shoe box full
08/03/2008 08:26 p.m.
3 1/2 hour soak and splash

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I am currently Nostalgic
I am listening to a little boy making memories for me

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Two to One in three days
07/29/2008 06:35 p.m.
***Guffaws*** at this:(exerpt)
this line from Graham Cooke:"God is never disillusioned with you - because He never had any illusions about you in the first place." yeah.... I knew that...

Lord, I claim as my very own, every one of these precious revelatory words. Thank you for beginning to prepare me to receive this healing I so desperately need so many days in advance and in ways unique to your relationship with me individually. Bless us so that we may bless and let every single promise become true to this generation. Oh that you, Jesus, should receive the full reward for the travail of your exquisite soul.... Let it be so to us all. Amen
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Chuck Pierce:"3 Days to Remove the Veil of Hostility so Creativity and Order Work in Harmony!"
Limp or Leap!

When I was in Minnesota with Dutch Sheets last week, one of the points he communicated had to do with "being halted between two opinions." The Hebrew word for halted means to limp, but can also mean to leap. This is the word pesach, the same word used for Passover. I knew the Lord was speaking this to all of us.

We are at a key decisive time in our lives, the history of this nation, and the rearranging of many things in our spiritual spheres throughout the world.

The danger that we face in the midst of change is to be halted, caught between two opinions, or double minded over an issue. This is usually the result of an old emotion, wound, or mindset that we have not yet subdued by the Spirit of God. This creates a hostility in our mind that we need to shift and change so that we may embrace our future wholeheartedly. We either limp or leap! We must leave one dimension of captivity this year, and "Passover" into freedom to secure our future. Let's LEAP into FREEDOM.

This prayer focus is to help you understand your mind and how it resists change. The Lord's obedience to set His face like a flint removed the veil of hostility between God and mind. This victory gave us the ability to experientially enter into a freedom and fullness of His creative power working in our lives.

Your Environment Affects the Way You Think

In the Word of God, your mind is synonymous with your heart and also your (human) spirit. Therefore, the mind is more than just the information we have in our brain. Your mind is made up of your belief system, your actions (however pure they are), and your deep emotional memories that have resulted from your decisions (right or wrong) and others decisions toward you.

Your environment affects the way you think. This has generational consequences. Your brain is the information processor linked with your nervous system that is categorizing the input coming into your life. "The pure in heart see God." Therefore, I felt it was important for us to come into a new place of communion with God and gain new vision of His character and Being in the world. Let's ask the Lord to redo our hearts, minds, and even transform our brains so we LEAP into this next season.

The Heavenly Realms: Worshiping in the Three Heavens

Robert Heidler and I recently taught the Issachar School course, "The Heavenly Realms: Worshiping in the Three Heavens." The Lord began to move in a wonderful way. Falma Rufus, an incredible minister, prophetic singer and intercessor, along with Leann Squier, one of the most gifted songwriters and prophetic psalmists I know, were assisting us.

I began to teach on how David established the pattern of Heaven and positioned the Ark of his Covenant. This was known as the David's Tabernacle. In Amos 9, it is prophesied that David's Tabernacle will be restored in generations to come. This prophecy was repeated in Acts 15, and then expanded in the book of Revelation. The interesting thing was that when David established his Tabernacle, he did not put a veil between the Ark and the people of God, as had been done in Moses' Tabernacle.

In David's Tabernacle, they worshipped freely. The Tabernacle was a place of praise, worship, prayer, gaining prophetic strategy, and revelation for victory in war. David had seen into a Heavenly realm and gained God's pattern for the future, and replicated Heaven's pattern in the earth realm.

The Corpus Callosum

While I was speaking, all of the sudden LeAnn began to experience an incredible move of God in her life. She saw (by the Spirit) a partition in her brain from front to back. This was like the glass of a car window that rolls down. This partition just dropped in her brain. All of a sudden, she felt her brain change and her heart rejoice. As she shared this, she knew it was a wall of hostility in her mind that had caused creativity (the right-side operation of the mind) and order (the predominant left-side linear operations of the brain) to be hostile and compete with each other.

The Corpus Callosum connects or divides the right and left spheres of your brain. This causes the brain to communicate back and forth properly. If the Corpus Callosum is damaged or not functioning correctly, you can have a "dissociative split brain" syndrome.

The left side of the brain works with sequential analysis and logical interpretation. This side takes symbolic language and interprets the symbols to produce order. Language, mathematics, and reasoning are all predominant functions of the left side of the brain. Memory is stored in a language format. If your memories are filled with emotional wounds, this will prevent new order from coming forth.

If you have ever experienced failure in an area and not reconciled that loss, creativity in the right hemisphere will not be expressed properly so that new order can be established. The right hemisphere operates holistically to gain vision and the overall picture of the environment that surrounds you. Visual/spatial skills work from the right side. Spiritually, a seer or prophet uses this side to "see" what God is seeing. Then one who interprets uses the left side of the brain to aid in understanding what is being communicated spatially.

If you experience a trauma in your life, refuse forgiveness and grow bitter in spirit (your heart region), then your heart hardens and your brain parts will not communicate efficiently. Your emotions will become fragmented.

The left brain creates a grid, boundary and layers of understanding. Amos 9 talks about layers. Wineskins form as structure is positioned and order is administrated. However, when a wineskin refuses new revelation and creativity, it begins a "brittle process" of hardening and becoming old. Therefore, as the right brain attempts to pour creative revelation into the left brain, the order of the left resists the new and becomes stagnant, restrictive or locked down.

To be "God's peculiar people" in this age and generation, we must join together new creative revelation and then form the order for the future.



"Everything Became Clear!"

As LeAnn shared her experience, I was amazed. Overall, she is one of the most creative people I know. However, I had always noticed that she would love to have things well thought out and wanted things to be in perfect order before she would step out spiritually to deliver what the Lord was showing her. Even though she always obeyed the Lord and moved in spontaneous worship to deliver the "new song" of the Lord, she could feel the resistance within herself as she stepped out in faith.

She said that when this barrier broke, it was as if the competing forces of her mind reconciled immediately. This allowed her to begin a realm of processing revelation and information in a completely different form. She said, "Everything became clear!" She shared as if the two portions of her brain were no longer at war but came into a harmony and synchronization.

When she taught her session, she was just incredible. She could see and communicate in a dimension of truth that she had never been able to express before. Truth and creativity came into a new harmonized context. This was what the Lord was talking to the woman at the well about. He told her that there would be a time when we would worship in Spirit and Truth. We are in that time.

Since then, it is as if LeAnn is writing two or three songs a week. She communicated that the film or cloud lifted and the resistance lifted for order to be in place before she could receive creativity. As LeAnn shared, the wall between left and right hemispheres in your brain should be permeable. Creativity should be welcomed by order to create new order. Creativity should welcome boundaries so the expressed nature of God in us can be seen fully.

BOTH SIDES OF YOUR BRAIN SHOULD WORK PROPERLY. Yes, you will usually have one dominant sphere, but both spheres should efficiently associate creativity and order. The perfect will of God is for our mind to be ONE and stayed on Him. This is unity and releases the anointing.

The Next 3-Day Prayer Focus

These next three days ask the Lord to remove trauma, hostility and enmity to any revelation that the Lord has attempted to release to you. Break down fears that are preventing new creativity from being expressed. Worship in new ways. You will feel a desire rise up to worship. You will sense a new way that Holy Spirit is asking you to express yourself. You will see how you have been hostile to new ideas and new forms of worship.

The next three days this focus will help us with the concept of Awaken!

Day 1: Read Romans 6, 7, 8. Meditate on these scriptures. Read Romans 6 at the breaking of the day. Then read Romans 7 at lunch. In the evening, read Romans 8. Command any hidden resisting hostility in you to be EXPOSED.

Day 2: Read John 4. Memorize Isaiah 26:3. Ask the Lord to show you any hidden prejudices in you related to gender and race. The disciples with Jesus in Samaria had issues with Him talking to a woman and a Samaritan. These were the leaders of the new wineskin. Jesus was dealing with old mindsets against prejudice and gender.

Day 3: Read Amos 9, Acts 15, and Psalm 47. Declare that you will see David's Tabernacle being restored in your generation. Spend three minutes clapping your hands and shouting before the Lord! Thank Him that your atmosphere has changed.


Blessings,

Chuck D. Pierce
Glory of Zion Ministries

I am currently Amazed
I am listening to Building a mystery -Sarah M.

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treasure chest
07/20/2008 08:45 p.m.
My treasure chest runneth over

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So I will light a flower of thanksgiving for so many see shells you have chosen to decorate my life with, Lord. A simple thank you is in no way, nearly enough, but here it is anyway. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, glorious King. May your kingdom always come upon and through me with such joy.

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Sometimes...
words just fail me.
I am currently Trippy

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Silly Squash, What do you blossom? What is your bloom?
07/20/2008 03:27 p.m.
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I am currently Creative
I am listening to rain down

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Crab Manor Orange Beach Sand Castles
07/19/2008 10:47 p.m.
Orange Beach: Crab Manor
SandCastles by the sea
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GRRRRRRRRR....ARRRRRG... a sea shell by the sea shore

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ARRRGGG Sea shells by the sea shore
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I already told you this is my beach

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I am currently Blessed
I am listening to Sand and sawgrass and sweet ocean winds

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