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11/21/8
11/22/2008 04:41 a.m.
I had to think about it.

Some are thinkers. Some are feelers.

I think I'm a feeler.

While I'm thinking, I look back, and
gosh
You can see I felt my way through that one.

If you think about it, you think thinking
took a break to think about it.

I must be a feeler.

I don't think so well.
I am currently Better
I am listening to garbage

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Our new arrival is EnGaging our hearts
11/15/2008 09:30 p.m.
Thomas Gage Penton
11/10/08 5:21 p.m.
6' 8"
19"
and BEAUTIFUL!!!!!

Gage engaging Dad

Beautiful baby boy in daddys arms

Aunt Megan is 0351 fan

Gage engaging Mom

Something's in the air! In the air! Chip and I both saw the same shooting star last night, soooo kewl, while we were on the phone. I had just got to Jim's from work and was sitting there talking to him, listening to him rant, lol, about his day, when he interrupted himself to tell me oh baby what a beautiful shooting star! I'd just noticed it myself, and due to largeness and color really thought it must have been a firework of some sort (one of those flash thoughts in sudden observance) and it looked so close to me! The fact that he saw it in south Louisiana too, scratches the whole thought. He said it looked like it was close to him too... sooooo kewl.
For you dear: Just want to sincerely thank you for coming into my life. What a wealth of blessing you have brought me and I couldn't see it til now. Thank you. God's ways constantly bemuse and astound me. You are and continue to be a blessing to my faith. Thank you thank you thank you.
I am currently Blessed
I am listening to USM

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10/16/8 : a 1st
10/16/2008 02:24 p.m.



AWWWW Glenda! You zap me when I need zapping. Friends are important, impartant too. Friend or Fiend? AWWWWWWW.... Glendini! You made my angst disappear. What a blessing you are! Love you so much.


Wonderful weekend with Megan's news about getting a partial scholarship to Co-Lin and how much it fired her up to go... Thank you Jesus.

This cooler weather has acted like a sleeping pill every night. Man. I think i'd have slept til 10 again today if I'd been able. hehehe... nine thirty sex anyway.... It was fun taking Logan to deer camp but not so much fun cleaning it up and more to go. Love my new luggage and the gorgeous fall bouquet, candles and new russet sheets, Chip surprised me with


10/20/8

What's your twenty?
is it still, when all is still, My will be done in heaven as on earth? Or will thy will be first to take the place of last for on earth as it IS in heaven ....


My first homemade videos!!! Rub a dub dub in the you tub... ;-D

(with music)


Summer Sepia (no music)


Short and sweet Sepia



Your answer truly touched me. Deeply. I can only ask what is foremost in my mind, What do YOU WANT, sweetheart? What in your deepest heart of hearts, all the way from your diffident dreams to payment poetry, what do you really want? If you're still enjoying it then you will be filled with it. He is a gentleman in every truest sense of the word. He never forces us into anything. Ever. His kingdom and reign is nothing like the reign you know intimately and personally. All I can continue to do is pray for you and wait. I will do whatever I can/could to help that He allows. But know this, truth sees through all trickery.
I am currently Devoted
I am listening to Sounds of smiles

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10.9.8
10/09/2008 03:15 p.m.


10/16/8 I am stunned. All my doubts are gone. This morning saw to that. What did those people do to you?!? How can you live like that? What can I do to help?

10/14/08 Invited to a private showing of the new Indy movie tonight and homemade chili!!! I only had to make big eyes for less than a minute to wrangle it...woohooooo... all good rednecks love Indiana Jones on any crusade... Indy for president!!! ;-D

10/13/8Walking into that office
I watch no voice mail light blink


The Seniors are ahead
but the grandchildren take the lead
when neighboring businesses visit


for the grill to give birth
to what once lived but now smokes and sizzles


I laugh
hungry

filled
with Supervisor C mail read
"Grandchildren are the reward
for not killing your own children" and know it is true!


I'm in heaven. HD brought deer sausage and they are awesome!!!



*giggle* But first you must cross my psalms with silver.... oh yes, you already did that ;-D Cross my psalms... which thrills her.... I know only of a moment... just one.

10.10.8 It'll all be aaaiiiiiight dahlin. BF,VT,?? Certainly, I am the last one to ask these questions... ;-D


Seven Six Five
What a way to come alive

10.9.8 A joyous laughing date! Oh Kathie! I want some more of this... Been there, done that. It seems really ludicrous when you're sitting there in one of her meetings and you're looking around out of the corner of your eyes at all the people that have gone absolutely insane around you and then suddenly...

It jumps on you! Lightening indeed! Lightens the heart, restores the soul and retrieves your peace like never before. It's just awesome to experience.


I am currently Giddy
I am listening to Their laughter and my giggles

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10.1.8 In Wailstreet we trust
09/27/2008 11:10 p.m.

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By the way so many are reacting, it seems to point out where our faith really is. Man's ability to figure this thing out and get 'er done.
W h a t a j o k e
This Wailstreet shakeup is not making colors there that weren't already there,it's just showing what was already there. How long could a good and just God allow this kind of thing to continue? I'm so sick of it. Everyone is so busy pointing fingers they don't have time to fold their hands and pray. Because after all, in Wailstreet we trust...

Saturday's view on our way to Bianci's downtown: It is a very good year to watch to see if the inflated float or fall... God help us.
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Dizzy Izzy guarding
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Not even a real dog. If I admit I like or she's a real dog she'll be diggin up my back yard!
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Just for today
"she don't like roses
or champagne"
and if there's hints
of a thing or two
that only God would know
His love might just
come out all the better
in to play

yeah...
just for today
"she don't like roses"
cause there's a bush
or maybe its a tree
beside where we park
witha fragrance so sweet
roses would run away
in shame....
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I am currently Happy

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9/25/8
09/25/2008 02:53 p.m.
*GUFFAWS* My baby girl got an ugly duckling for her bad attitude.... imagine that! Glenda said, Jarrod could tell them... yep... dunno where she gets her attitude?!? Must have gotten it from Ronnie's side...;-D

I woke up to my most beloved knock
to yawn and turn and face the clock
that has no face but winks with digital(is amour) eyes
glowing five (to thrive) at me

No candle need be lit
just flip a little switch
and light floods the room
the heat kicks on
to oust the nightly chill

to have such convenience in my life
is a thrill

It was joy that woke me
in a cocoon of the love
of my father in heaven
the prophetic word from a prophetic ministry
I ever and always hunger for
still ringing and sighing through my spirit
about the story of David and a taunter (abishai?)
King David, so secure in His Father's love
He rebuked his mighty men that wanted to chop (abaishia?)head off
for taunting and cursing him and all his efforts to lead them
and even throwing rocks at him
He told them to let him alone, maybe God had sent him
to do that. Because he humbled himself in his security
and also in knowing he too, was sinful man
and God does chasten His children for their sins
was willing to listen to all that man's rants
and even become a rocky target...
and He was a king anointed to rule...
am I any better? shooooooot naw!
not even close to as good a person.
But I want to be so in tune to my Father in heaven
that I can joyfully take criticism and misunderstanding
even, perhaps especially, if it's true! and let God be God
in my life, in my today....
and what a beautiful day it is when God wakes you up an hour and a half earlier than your alarm is set, just because He wants to spend some time alone with you, just loving on you, preparing your heart for the day ahead and how to meet each and every adversity that might be waiting with utter peace and serenity trusting in the goodness of His sovereignty ...


Ewwwww... *giggle* and Bobby's son's latest escapade with brutha alcyhol is the joke around the office today, stirring up all manner of stories for us to share... got more than my fair share!
I just want to be a new wine skin holding the kind of new wine that leaves no hangover that hurts but peace and love and joy unspeakable.... My name may be paige but I don't want to be written in or on with cold words, but rather words of life written into my very beating heart and every breath, and more than capable of receiving any much needed rebukes at my Father's hands... yeah. I know there are many things that need correcting in me today. Case and point (I found this picture Glenda sent me hilarious all the more because I have been slapped in the head with a nasty Gernsey cowtail while I was milking. There was a trick to tying it up with the bailing string suspended from the rafter overhead and if you didn't get it just right... I preferred milking the holstein, she wasn't as nasty at the tail, lol... Of course, when we initially moved any of them onto the pasture of rye grass... Ah, to be raised in the rural south where the bible belt might try to beat you:
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When my dad was dying of melanoma, God sent a book into my life. The God of all Comfort by Hannah Whitall Smith. And it helped a lot at the time. I ceased to try to carry the burden of his salvation (which was never within my ability anyway), because I really didn't believe he worshipped the God that I knew. God said if you don't love your brother you have seen how can you love a God you've never seen? And he still hated, blacks, and other various and assorted races... and much more besides. It was no longer my burden and I was able to make my peace with him and let him go to wherever his faith took him. Yes. I care I'm just not in the loop or intimate circle and I suppose that is as it should be. My prayers still carry your name.
I am currently Better
I am listening to Enya

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woops, norm gone :-( & Gustave in MS pix
09/04/2008 05:41 p.m.
Doggonit Norm! What did you do now! I bet you were swearing again....shooooooot. gonna miss ya. heh. wonder I haven't gotten booted yet m'self.
THANX FOR THE PIX, BIG D.!!!
Bay St. Louis beach
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shaggys
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on the boulevard
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downtown gulfport
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biloxi
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hardrock biloxi
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gulfport
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more gulfport
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longbeach
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longbeach hwy 90
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longbeach seawall
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passchristian
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passchristian harbor
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wahoos
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waveland
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Wonder what Ike will be like...Yikes! sheeeeeeeshhhhh even...
I am currently Clueless
I am listening to noises

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8/31/8
08/31/2008 02:45 p.m.
What an interesting day so far. I adored the video Kathie sent to everyone on her mailing list. I know these have been out there a while, but i hadn't seen them before. Where the hell is Matt's girlfriend is a riot.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zlfKdbWwruY

I am currently Happy
I am listening to where the hell is matt

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8/30/8 There are squirrels in the rafters
08/30/2008 03:33 p.m.
June 22, 2008
Dr. Sharon Stone
Belfast, Northern Ireland


As I left my hotel this morning, My spirit was pulled to the building across the street. And I began to prophesy. The building turned out to be the BBC.

Media Revivals have just begun. You have not seen anything yet. Major cities and obscure villages will be a part of My demonstrations in the earth. This is an updating across nations, living rooms and those on the internet. The experiential truths will be the topic of conversations in government buildings, business offices and university campuses. The sick being healed, those in bondage being delivered and the dead raised will infuse believers with faith to do the works of believers. Hope will arise in those needing My miraculous power.

Rory and Wendy Alex have gone through this gate in 2008, now many will follow. Rory and Wendy the Lord says you did not make a mistake, regardless of the criticisms that will come at by the end of the summer.

God says to His church, I have used the most offensive means to break religious taboos. I will allow men to fail that the nations will look to me not man alone. Do not be a part of vultures that eat upon something once it is dead. If your feet get dirty I will wash them, but you will have seen me.
This September 2008 let my cleansing winds blows over My global church. Encourage yourselves, I am bringing My Revival of Spirit and Truth.

Dr. Sharon Stone
Christian International Europe


I am so encouraged!!!!
I observed a corporate conference call this morning that really blessed my heart. If nothing else, Katrina caused us to know just how to prepare (as much as possible). Listening to the plans being laid for helping the displaced employees continue to be employed wherever they are relocated, lol, loaner zoners, caused me to do what i could, pray that such care is taken for the many others that may be facing yet another disaster. I was blessed. It caused me to seek His face and ask that heaven's zoner loaners be dispatched as well. What a great God. I'm glad Chip is getting on board with me about opening one of our houses too. Some things are just too iffy right now, but our hearts are willing to let our hands be used in service to Him. Not sure yet which way that will go. So blessed. I heard they are sending 1700 national guard to New Orleans, green troops and the admonitions amongst management to trickle down about attitudes and such... Great stuff. Looks like we've got children. More children expected.

yes. There are squirrels playing in the rafters.
But there a big wind blowing. It's headed this way.
Sometimes having a few squirrels playing in your rafters can be a good thing.
Here's my confession. I'm in love with our new next Vice President. Never heard her name before or anything about her. It was love at first sight. I'm on board for that ticket. She looks like an Esther to me. Yes. I'm in love. I believe she's one of God's Princesses for such a time as this.
I am currently Blessed
I am listening to Whispers of care

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8/24
08/24/2008 03:01 p.m.


Finally! What a relief to have the permission to share my heart with all my loved ones.... Jarrod is so darn hilarious. I'm still going to work on that poem for him...

God whispers are soft as eiderdown
but make no mistake
another whisper can make
such a soothing sound
when you chamber that 45
our "come to Jesus" could arrive
with a bang.

I've got this, Mom.
Now that Gage is growing
so is my gauge
to protect my loved ones
my family
if our "come to Jesus" arrives
with a bang.

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nah. that's not quite it, but at least I can tell him i'm workin on it for him, lol, without it being a lie. Love you so much, son. You seriously crack me up. Definitely got Ronnie's warped sense of humor. and temper. heh. good bit of mine shows up time to time as well.


I am currently Blessed
I am listening to coldplay

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