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04/12/2004 08:01 p.m.


tell me, boy
what runs between your ears
when you're down between my thighs
but don't speak too loudly now
biting down may spoil your kill


I am currently Bothered
I am listening to better than ezra- misunderstood

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first time i kissed you, i almost died
04/08/2004 03:43 p.m.
for the first time in my entire 17 years of existance, i am happy. i love where i am, really. atlanta is the best thing that has happened to me. moving here, meeting the people i know and love now, going out and having friends, real friends, for the first time in my entire life is blissful. and i love it. i don't think about anyone in florida anymore- not michelle or crystal or jordan. they are cobwebs that have finally been swept away. i don't care that a cruical part of my happiness is thousands of miles away for three days, or that i have to work 10 hour shifts on both friday and sunday at work, or that school will start up again before i can count to ten; i am all smiles. and it feels so good.
I am currently Happy
I am listening to the rosebuds- make out

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this means nothing to me.
03/18/2004 09:04 p.m.
One more connection cut off by affection. One tank short on gas, one bullet built to crash. These broken lungs have little air left, if some. The cause and effect is as simple as a car wreck. One light flashing, over guessing. If not for the life, then this thought of you. It’s a stupid thing to think that I won’t lose, when all I want is this: To be more of the friends that sometimes kiss.
I am currently Bleh
I am listening to nada

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friday, march 12th, 2004
03/16/2004 09:45 p.m.

i have a crush on a boy who has the part-time job of being one of my closest friends. i think he knows. and i also think he likes me back.
I am currently Great
I am listening to the pixies

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time doesn't slow down for those who dream
03/10/2004 03:08 a.m.
today i spoke to a boy who means nothing to me like he was of some importance. just minutes later i talked to the one who's value is highly ranked as if he were insignificant.

and yet i question why it is so impossible to be liked.



i do this only to kick myself for it afterwards.
I am currently Needy
I am listening to ima robot- scream

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there's nothing here that you'll miss
03/03/2004 04:45 a.m.

i thought maybe i could like you. and in turn i did. and i never questioned your feelings for me. i know i am impossible.
I am currently Pathetic
I am listening to elliott smith- i didn't understand

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