phi delta gamma
01/20/2004 05:16 a.m.
heather and i, as presidents of phi delt, voted that this saturday is a party night at chrissie's house for her birthday. turns out...heather and chrissie revoted, as presidents, and we are having a jammie jam friday night with just us girls...no guys. sucks because i know i'm going to end up smashed and i have to open saturday morning...

fuck the "title" man. i never asked for it.

peace.
I am currently Dorky
I am listening to hum hum hum.

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weekend update
01/20/2004 05:12 a.m.
well not like anyone cared but i went away for the weekend. i went and visited and stayed with STEVE on campus @ the lovely University of Akron. what fun!

friday night, nothing big. we went up to Chapel Hill and ate at great steak right before they closed. we went into journey's to see if his cousin CHRIS was working...and he was. turns out COREY (steve's friend) works there too and JEFF (steve's brother was there also. so we like, partied it up inside of journey's after they closed. well, we thought about it.

saturday, we went to breakfast at FA-RAY'S. yum. got some strawberry crepes. yum. went back home...slept.

sunday...had to work in the morning...what the fuck else is new. i have to work every sunday being someone with a "title". i went back to STEVE's and slept some more. yay!

do i lead this is amazing life or what man?

today...my fucking car does not want to start. which blows. so i had the altima alllll day baby!

went and looked at some apartments...god do i need some roommates to help bring costs down. ugh.

just took a shower...i smell good..who wants to smell me? LOL!

alright...
pleace out girl scouts..

:love*nan:
I am currently Geeky
I am listening to the hum of my computer...

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blizzard
01/15/2004 12:50 p.m.
i live about a half hour south od Cleveland. my city is not in the snow belt but man, throw me a bone here! i am soo sick of this shit. snow, cold, being sick. i can't pull my car in the driveway because i've got a freakin' mountain for a driveway. EGH! although, i must say, i like the feeling of gloominess that the weather provides. it's my friend. i got to go back to bed now.
:love*nan:
I am currently Tired
I am listening to rockabyebaby

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everything in between.
01/15/2004 02:11 a.m.
i cut myself at work today. i got a boo boo. anyone want to kiss it and make it better? thanks.

PS. hoobastank...the title track to their album the reason. it is soooooooo beautiful. makes me cry too. can i get a hug?? please?

the reason - hoobastank
I'm not a perfect person
As many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a resaon for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You [x4]

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you


I am currently Needy
I am listening to what do you think?

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substance abuse addict.
01/12/2004 01:34 a.m.
this is going to sound completely off the wall and everything but i feel the need to start a drug. seriously. maybe people would pay more attention to me instead of laughing me off. maybe it's my fault about attention because i feel like no one ever knows when to take me seriously. i joke around alot. but at the same time, people know my sensitive areas and they know who feel about the certainity of these issues. CHRISSIE gave me this pill the other day...it's like vicadan without he kodine. i was at work. oh wow man. too bad it wore off because i was having a blast. lol...that's the first time, well i guess the second, that i've taken something that i shouldn't have for no reason. that's i've taken something for a high. (the first time was when i took Zomig all day...then what do you know. i got put in the hospital.) i'm not saying that i would want to be this kind of person. but i would do things to myself to make others suffer. like get totally drunk so someone would have to take care of me...i've done it before. it's kind of morbid i guess. i don't know. some people are worse off than me with addictions and such but i feel so guilty for wanting to feel this...not want, but for feeling this way.

it's not hard to want to be addicted to something, after all, my mother is.
I am currently Gloomy
I am listening to nothing...nothing...nothing...

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this never makes sense...
01/12/2004 01:25 a.m.
well here i am. (rock me like a hurricane.)

do NOT get that flu. i got it for christmas and now i can't get rid of it. it's causing lack of sleep, coughing. it's miserable, really it is.

i don't know what else to say. it's not like anyone reads this. if you do, give me a comment. LOL.
I am currently Bored
I am listening to do i have to be listening to something?

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juvenile detention
01/05/2004 06:12 p.m.
today was the day that we went to court.

both attorney's thought he was going to wave the probable cause hearing...well, when we got into the court room..before the judge...she re-explained everything and he had some mis-communication with everyone. he got his hearing. he got his juvenile rights taken away...he's an adult now.

i got to see him too. mask or no mask...he's guilty..
I am currently Bothered
I am listening to nothing...

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no day but today
01/05/2004 06:08 p.m.
i haven't slept in 3 days.

this cold and insomnia have wore me.

i managed to mess up everything at home because of my mother's drug habits. how she just has to bring them to my work, to my best friends.

i just wish things would be better.
I am currently Bummed
I am listening to n o t a t h i n g

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la la la
12/30/2003 08:45 p.m.
merry christmas.

i am sick.

got supeoned to court.

got a stalker...kinda.

happy new year.
I am currently Bored
I am listening to not a thing...

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ugh.
12/18/2003 06:25 p.m.
right now, i'm eating chicken and dumplings. i have to be at work at 3 and i still need to take a shower and all that jazz.

i got paid today, got a $50 gift card for the store and a $20 gift card to Acme. pizza rolls here i come!

heather and i are going to LUIGI's tonight. yum yum. well, after we bust our asses at work.

my pop is all gone.

tomorrow, i have to get up early which is why going to LUIGI's is going to suck. i know i won't get home till like 2:30 in the morning.

but anyway...i have to go to court to see if they're going to bond over the little bastard. most of you don't know what i'm talking about..but i will explain.

it's just really hard to talk about right now.

-nanette
I am currently Fine
I am listening to i wish - skeelo

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