It's been four days
05/13/2004 08:34 p.m.
I wrote to him four days ago and told him that communicating wasn't working out very well for us (we'd had a horrible week previously fighting and arguing online) and that I had given communicating alot of thought, and decided we shouldn't any more. I told him I would shut up now,that I had previously promised to shut up but hadn't been able to keep my word, but that this time I wouldn't waiver. His only response was "ok take care". I can't believe it might be really over. Those who know him try to warn me that he's not through, he CAN'T be through. He's never been silent this long. Has he moved on and so he has somewhere else to focus his need to control? That would work for me. He has NEVER given up, NEVER agreed to me making the final decision about what would happen next. At four days of silence, I don't dare be optimistic.

Ooooh, can visitors see our journals? If so, this may not be a safe outlet for me. I'll have to check it out. I can't figure out if he had figured out where I was posting my poetry, but he was VERY jealous and thought for SURE I was sleeping with at least twelve men from here. Oh well, I'll check it out.....
I am currently Unsure
I am listening to classic rock

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