3am
06/06/2006 02:47 p.m.
it's 3am and i can't sleep
but i know if i do i'll just
have the same dream again
where i crawl in bed with you
and don't have to say a word
and we
appologize to each other
with our tongues
and we sleep
soundly, together

i've had that dream so many times
that now
i cannot sleep
when i'm alone

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strange relationship
05/29/2006 06:18 a.m.
we have a strange relationship
i think we both know that

and i guess i give mixed messages
but don't expect me
to keep a straight face
when i can feel your dick
as we hug goodbye

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words are weapons
05/24/2006 03:41 a.m.
if words are weapons,
i'm armed and dangerous.

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vengeful
05/24/2006 03:17 a.m.
this is what you do to me:

i drop my body
to the bathroom floor
and embrace
the tile

i inhale, exhale

i cry but the tears creep back into my eyes

i don't have depression
but you make me depressed.
i am not regretful
but you make me want to forget.
i am not suicidal
but you'd make me kill myself.
i am not vengeful
but had i the chance,
i'd ruin your life
from this day
forward.

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betrayal
05/23/2006 10:33 p.m.
it was only in betrayal
that i realized
how much i care about you

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the power
05/18/2006 01:04 a.m.
i have the power
to destroy you.
just be happy
i'll never use it.

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poems written outside
05/17/2006 09:03 p.m.
i believe it is the sun
that led me here
but it is pointless to place blame.
i have lived through more
beautiful moments
with him
than anyone else.

no amount of great sadness
infinite misery
or unfathomable sorrow
will make me regret what we shared.

i didn't used to love him.
i still do.

*

six dogs
at the water's edge
all fight for the same stick.
they jump and splash and bark,
their legs kicking and paddling
making ocean waves
in a murky river.
they play, they fight,
and on the ride home,
they sleep side by side.

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he still cares
05/16/2006 08:39 p.m.
she says:
what he doesn't want you to know
(under any circumstances)
is the fact that
he still cares about you.

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only intimacy
05/09/2006 11:48 a.m.
i'd like to stay in this world with you
a world without
ambiguity
a world without
distractions
a world without
gender identity
a world where there is only
intimacy

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crazy
05/07/2006 06:04 a.m.
most people think
i'm crazy.
fortunetly for them,
they're right.

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