Great Romances...
12/24/2003 10:08 p.m.
"A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking Jack & Coke all morning. She can make you feel high, full of the single greatest commodity known to man... promise. Promise of a better day. Promise of a greater hope. Promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl... In her smile, in her soul, in the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's going to be okay."

Quote from the movie "Beautiful Girls" also used in the intro for Taking Back Sunday's "Great Romances of the 20th Century" mp3 that circulates the internet...
I am currently Affectionate
I am listening to Switchfoot - Meant to Live

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Wipes tears of laughter from eyes with Canadian Flag...
12/19/2003 07:49 a.m.
Ahh facts are wonderful things. I have done some researching and found out many wonderful things about politics. I however shall not bring politics onto this medium again, all things considered. I will just bask in the truth that makes my country the greatest on the face of this planet. Damn proud to live here, damn proud to show it...Strong opinions I may have, but not unfounded ones.

I am currently Great

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One More For Today...
12/15/2003 11:33 p.m.
I'm sorry if I offended anyone with my jounal entries or comments. The violence in this world staggers me and I took some journal entries entirely out of context...I'm sorry if you were one of the people who recieved the brunt of my momentary rage. I, however, do not think it's fair that I become this sites own personal whipping boy. I'm sorry for the rudeness and tactlessness of my comments...
I am currently Overwhelmed

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A follow-up...
12/15/2003 10:19 p.m.
I never said that Saddam being captured was a bad thing. Nevr once said that. I believe that the Iraqi people can rest much easier knowing that he is gone. I don't believe however that that the US has the best track record when it comes to replacing leaders in other countries. They have a history of setting up brutal dictators that are american pawns. I never said all americans were for the war. Never said that either. I am merely commenting on what I see in YOUR news. I don't need anyone on this site to agree with me on any of this. This is my journal and sometimes everything I see in this world makes me sick. I can't stand the thought of anyone dying and the fact that many are is brutal and in-humane. We the west do not have to cram democracy down our fellow humans' throats. I belive in a better world for tomorrow. But I don't believe that bombs do anything more than perpetuate more hate and violence. I'm sorry if I offended anyone with my previous journal entry I was just sick of GWB's "war against evil". He is an evil self-righteous man who would like to rule his country with fear. Whats your terror level today? Orange? Magenta?
I don't live in fear of attack from terrorists because my country does not support wars for no reason.
I am currently Disillusioned

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On Saddam's Capture & The state of The USA
12/15/2003 09:26 a.m.
The world has lost it's latest reclusive mad man. Many are claiming this as the defining moment of President Bush's presidential time thus far. I say this means nothing. I say that the United States must stop playing the friendly giant in the middle east. I say that if they think this will stop violence against americans in Iraq they are sorely mistaken. The united states government has a blood-drenched foreign policy that has seen 1.5 million Iraqi children killed by direct economics caused by US sanctions. The United States government formerly supported Saddam Husein and provided his army with weapons to kill Iranians. Then the US "secretly" provided weapons to the Iranian army. Democracy must be achieved by a people standing up to their government and demanding their rights. Setting Baghdad aflame does not take Iraq any closer to democracy. It just leads to more deep seated anger in the middle east against the United States. The Government is doing nothing but perpetuating hate that has long since existed in the east. Removing one evil dictator will not change the course of violent backlash the United States will continue to recieve because the prop up Dictators and support Genocides. The US army is a gang of thugs who's main job is to strike fear into the masses of the world. What makes me sad is that the american people are so convinced that they are on the side of "right", that many believe that weapons of mass destruction have been found in Iraq. They have not. This was an illegal war fought for fictional reasons. And tyhe people of the US should be ashamed of what their country has become. The land of the ignorant and the home of the fraudulant.
I am currently Dismayed

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So I Lie...
12/14/2003 10:37 p.m.
If you think you know me personally think again. I am the biggest tale teller you will ever meet. I am my own best character. Chances are you've never even met the real me. The confident, charming boy you know is merely an act to convince you that I'm secure. When I moved to Nanaimo it started. New people, new place. I could be exactly what I wanted to be and so I started lying to everyone. I told them I used to be a player. I told them I used to get arrested. I told them I had tons of theatre experience. I told them anything and evrything to make myself more interesting...more complex. I'm tired of it. I'm just sick of perpetuating these lies and so this is my confession. I did not lose my virginity at age 13. Morganna was my first. I was never in any plays before The Wizard of Oz. I never dealt drugs. I only got arrested once because my friend stole a two-dollar football from Zellers and I happened to be with him. I was an outcast in junior high. I thought I was ugly. Morganna and myself had the same insecurities but she became herself. I became what others wanted to see and hear. I'm sorry to everyone I ever lied to. I hope you can forgive me. I just want to be known for who I am. Not some story I concocted to impress people. When your lies become your life your left with nothing. And when you start to believe them even just a little bit yourself because they make you feel better you have lost all vestiages of what makes you unique and special. I lived drowning in my own lies for two and a half years. I am Jordan...the compulsive dissembler...and I'm sorry....
I am currently Unsure
I am listening to What I Did For Love - A Chorus Line

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Its enough sometimes...
12/13/2003 08:22 p.m.
To know that she's out there doing Moish things and smiling. I had another insane dream involving her. I dreamt I was at a theatre school and we were putting on a performance and as a donation she brought three packages od parmesan cheese...ineteresting. and then she leaned over and whispered "I love you." in my ear like I did to her after dry grad. But instead of feeling good about that, I flipped out. "Don't say that, Don't say that, now." It was the most brutal thing I have ever felt because the one thing that I wanted to hear for so long. Was the one thing that has been tormenting me for months and if I heard it it would throw me so out of whack I don't even want to imagine it. So, therefore I'm taking this as a sign. I am getting there, slowly. And with a little patience from my friends and all those with a vested interest. I think I'll be OK.


Oh, BTW OZMA RAWKS!@!!!
I am currently Creative
I am listening to Ozma - Natalie Portman

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Just Me for Me...
12/13/2003 07:22 a.m.
Can I ever make sense to someone? I am bedazzled by the sheer magnitude of the frustrations, and heart tissue scars, I inflict upon others. I am a person who draws others to him. But sometimes it seems that when people become aquainted with me they never really escape unscathed. I have dire and drastic effects on those around me and am a contant source of bemusement and concern. I project my emotional state onto those closest to me to the point that they become overtly vehement that I change. I seem to be the kind of person who can never make up my mind. And if I think I have I really have just been fooling myself all along. I'm tired of wanting what I can't have. I'm sick of being the sensitive one. I wish sometimes that I could understand just what I need. I want there to be a time where every move I make doesn't equal pain and suffering for someone else. I feel like I'm a porqupine in circle of flesh and everytime i make a move I poke someone. And sometimes when I feel trapped I flail and hurt everyone around me. I can't just be Jordan doing what's best for himself because evryone else has a vested interest in what I say and do.
I am currently Bemused
I am listening to Ozma - Tetris

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Feeling better...
12/10/2003 01:05 a.m.
I feel so good lately...the world is my oyster (mmm...oysters)

I am currently Playful
I am listening to Burning Love - Elvis

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Where Did My Friend Go...
12/08/2003 07:07 p.m.
My roommate Matt Baillie has dissapeared from the ranks and we have no idea why...why is he no longer here. He doesn't know and I have recieved no response from Gavin in relation to my enquiry...
I am currently Bemused
I am listening to Kill Bill Vol.1 Soundtrack

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