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woohoo plus five
04/14/2003 04:35 p.m.
so i've reached my goal (me? i didn't do anything... you people did this). i wanted to get 1000 reads and i'm at 1004. yay. :)
I am currently Lazy
I am listening to the bus backing up in the parking lot

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boo
04/10/2003 08:07 a.m.
did i scare you?
I am currently Stellar

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okay... so what?
04/06/2003 11:02 p.m.
i've got 99 comments.. what does that say about me?

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hehe
04/06/2003 02:28 p.m.
I scored a 91% on the "How much of a Masshole are you?" What about you?
I am currently Indifferent
I am listening to nothing

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coffee breaks stink because they smell like coffee
04/05/2003 03:47 p.m.
yay. i've got 656 reads. that seems a bit too cool for me right now. i'm going for 1000. why not? a girl's gotta have a goal. but pathetic is not my life. it's a corner of me though, that's for sure. poetry in it's extended version makes me really depressed. i think i might stop writing for a little while. what i've written lately has just been awful (to me anyways). soo, i'll probably stick to this whole non-writing thing until later today or tomorrow, because that's how i am. i can't keep to something for more than five seconds. ahh well, such is life. well, such is my life.

playing with html... playing with html... is this annoying yet? good, cuz it's annoying me and i haven't even seen it in action

alright, i think that's enough

good day

I am currently Bleh
I am listening to my roommate typing on her computer

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the tiger hunted three sheep and sold them at the flea market
04/05/2003 07:30 a.m.
like the title? ya, that's what i come up with when i'm exhausted and all i should really be doing is sleeping but i'm too stubborn to put my own little self to bed when i have a boyfriend's IM window blinking at me... and i haven't seen him in soo long... sadness... long distance relationships suck!

on a lighter note i went to my voice lesson the other day and my teacher said that i was good enough to get into the most elite choir at my college (which i guess really isn't that exciting because there are only two choirs and i'm already in one of them) but it was a compliment anyways:)

i find it hard to write in this kind of journal... because my handwriting is such a big part of what i write... i think maybe i'll try and scan some of my poems and post them that way, because font just doesn't cut it
I am currently Tired
I am listening to jaco pastorius - blackbird cover

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daughter
04/02/2003 02:52 p.m.
I had a dream that I had a daughter and I almost killed her. For some reason her cradle was the top of a Brita filter. I poured apple juice in there for her to drink. Apple juice all over her. Then when I took her out, she wasn't breathing. I "fell asleep" with her in my arms. Fast forward a year later. She's starting to walk and talk. She's absolutely adorable. Fast forward 6 years later. She's 7 years old. She looks nothing like me. Fast forward to about 16 years old. She sings in passing and it sounds exactly like me. It was haunting. What's so strange about this dream though is that I really loved her. I felt a love that I haven't felt before for a person that doesn't even exist. It's sad... I almost miss her. I went to go check the mail (in my dream) and when I came back she was gone. For some reason this was acceptable to me... and then I woke up. So so strange.
I am currently Quiet
I am listening to the sound of my computer

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goodness gracious... we're regressing
03/31/2003 02:59 p.m.
It's snowing!! We're supposed to be done with snow! Spring had sprung! Ack!! Well I guess it's good I didn't put all my winter stuff away just yet. Weird weird weird.
I am currently Amazed
I am listening to "sometimes" by me (being a critic to your own music is hard)

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another day to inspire
03/25/2003 09:04 p.m.
today i am frivilous... spunky... spontanious... i'm a bit outside of myself. i suppose this is good. i've got a recital tonight. should be wonderfully disasterous. playing bach is not my forte... especially when it's a french suite. ahh, well, i'm sure i will survive. i always do somehow. and i had canoeing class today so that was exciting. it's silly boat really... i like kayaks better. but that's okay. it still should be a fun class. la la la. who, i wonder, is reading this? well a word of advice to those who are... i'm nuts;) yay. now that that's out of the way:) i think i'm off to clean my room... it looks like little kids just ran through here and blew up into pieces (the things in the room, not the children... hehe)... right...

on that note,

-kalikala-
I am currently Hyper
I am listening to casting shade by shadows fall

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tres bien
03/22/2003 04:10 p.m.
hello world... what have we here? hmm, not much... yay. so i'm painting today (who's going to read this??)... there's a coffeehouse going up on my campus and i'm going to help make it beautiful. luckily there's not much for me to ruin. they say to paint a wall purple... i can do that. take purple paint, and roll it all over the wall until it's purple. not bad. yep yep yep, easy as cheesecake (although cheesecake i guess is not so easy so nevermind). i need need to practice piano today otherwise my recital performance is going to stink stink stink. and c'mon, who wants to stink when they don't have to? exactly... no one. so there:) ahh well, that's about all i can come up with to babble about today. i hope i don't freak people out with my rambling, but somehow it's always theraputic to have a journal. i've had one since bobby mccormick gave me one for my birthday in first grade. i still have it. it's got pink paper in it and my first entry is something like... "i got to stay up until 9:00!! i watched the cosby show!" yep... the dorkiness started early. now i must go and share the dorkiness with the rest of my campus... and the paint. look out walls, here i come!
I am currently Silly
I am listening to absolutely nothing :(

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