The Journal of Kalikala Smith well then 06/11/2004 12:37 p.m. i haven't been writing alot. i haven't been online alot. its okay though. i've been busy working and being with people that i love. i'm thankful for that. i'm thankful that i can enjoy who i'm around and smile when i see the sun or the rain. everything is coming together, and pulling apart in just the right places. God really knows what He's doing:) did i ever doubt that? (maybe) I am currently Cheerful I am listening to superlonliness Comments (0) oh man 04/16/2004 01:35 p.m. what do you when you have a paper due at 11:30 and you wake up at 9 still drunk? i don't know, but whatever you do, i'm going to go do it. Comments (1) prayer request?? 02/17/2004 04:19 p.m. Okay, so around Christmas I started having passing out spells. They weren't very frequent, and I associated them with all the trauma that was going on in my life at that time. In the past week and a half I've passed out 2 times, and fallen a countless amount of times. I'm going to see a neurologist and I'm completely freaked out. I don't know what's going on with me and I hate not knowing. Absolutely hate it... Comments (2) feet are cold, heart too 01/07/2004 06:21 p.m. ehh, it's snowing, it's cold... i woke up late... i'm grumpy... funky... not so cool. i wonder if i could use this journal as an actual real journal? cuz i don't, and maybe it would benefit me to actually put myself out to the world and let everyone critize me and ponder and wonder along with me about life and love and liberty and justice and chickens. maybe... maybe i will... but not today, cuz it's snowing, it's cold... i woke up late... ... I am currently Cool I am listening to The Ataris - In This Diary Comments (1) walking away 01/06/2004 03:18 a.m. wish your eyes were on me i wish you’d set fire to your bridges i wish you’d close the door but you keep swinging on decisions. why do your eyes keep wandering over your shoulder? why do you keep trying to burn your bridges without crossing over? do you really want, what you know you got when everything you need is staring you straight in the face. do you really know where you gonna go or are you just walking walking away. your whole life is on the table and you stall to throw the dice are you afraid to face the future cuz of what you leave behind? is there desire to make decisions? do you got fire to burn your bridges? don’t do something you can live with turn around... take the path you can’t live without. do you really want, what you know you got when everything you need is staring you straight in the face. do you really know where you gonna go or are you just walking walking away. -rob vischer I am currently Bleh I am listening to straw dog - something corporate Comments (0) boo 12/27/2003 06:18 a.m. oh yes. the after christmas, before new years feeling... does anyone know what that is? I am currently Cool I am listening to the hum of the cpu fan Comments (1) oh my dearie lordie lou 09/03/2003 05:35 a.m. I am sickened satin bones tearing at me and no one knows where i'm going or what i do except the feeling i get when i'm with you. I am currently Amazed I am listening to the remenence of switchfoot concert in my head Comments (0) for sure 08/02/2003 04:31 a.m. i could write all day and night and still feel like i've only pricked at my soul's true meaning... I am currently Anxious I am listening to superlonliness Comments (0) garageband.com and 199 comments 06/18/2003 02:07 a.m. Hey... someone give me a comment and I'll have 200!! Woohoo, how bout that for accomplishment;) I'm freakin out right now over garageband.com so ya... blah blah blah... I am currently Amazed I am listening to Evanescence - Taking Over Me Comments (0) hmm 05/07/2003 08:14 p.m. Yep, so I've got 169 comments. And I haven't really posted anything new new lately. I need to... I really should. Ah well. I probably won't until next year when I have internet access for free again. So au revoir for now my fellow poets (and lovely readers). It's been a wonderful couple of months. I am currently Quiet I am listening to Jason Mraz - Sleep All Day Comments (0) Next 10 Entries - Previous 10 Entries Return to the Library of Kalikala Smith   pathetic.org Version 7.3.2 May 2004 Terms and Conditions of Use 0 member(s) and 2 visitor(s) online All works Copyright © 2025 their respective authors. Page Generated In 0 Second(s)