Decisions
04/15/2003 10:03 p.m.
Decisions feel like Incisions, lol. There's so much to do and say and sometimes I feel like I said to much to some people and not nearly enought to others... the bell just rang, I've got to go.
I am currently Detached
I am listening to Kids

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It's over!! :(
04/14/2003 01:27 a.m.
This sucks. Wizard of Oz is done and t was so much fun! Lol, and btw that "shafted for dorothy" part WAS a joke, haha. This is where I would write something mean and nasty about Jordan, if I had anything mean and nasty to say, but I dont really... so I'll save it for when I do , muahahaha! lol, anyways, yeah thats all for now.
I am currently Hyper
I am listening to Dinner being made

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Weeeee'reeeee of to see the Wizard!
04/10/2003 11:10 p.m.
Wizard of OZ Wizard of OZ! yay! I'm so excited. yesterday was opening night for our production and it went fantabulistically. In case your wondering, I got shafted for "dorothy" and I'm now a lowly tree, haha. Whatever, I think MY part is the coolest. lol. anyways, but I'm also a dancer, which means I get to be a poppy, snowflake, tornado (not the WHOLE tornado, lol.) sometimes a jitter bug, and all that other stuff. Fun fun fun! omg, my friend Jordan (scarecrow) stole the freakin show last night. Everyone was just raving about him. anyways, I love this. I want it to go on. I'm gonna be so sad when this is over....
I am currently Excited
I am listening to The sun

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Stupid stupid stupid
04/03/2003 06:59 a.m.
Hooray! Another day has gone by!
Ugh, i'm so sick of my socials class.... it's not even really a class. You see I'm doing this thing where you take 2 grades in one year so that you "skip" a grade... but I'm having trouble with the stupid socials programm they put me on. GRR! I go on the computer in the "Learning Assistance room" (where they put all the kids who cant cope with regular classes) and use this program called Nautikos. The only problem is they give me assignments, then they give me a test... and the test will having nothing to do with the assignment! I asked my L.A. teacher about this, and all she said was " well I don't know, take your best guess..."
what the hell kinda teaching is that? She could have at least offered to help solve the problem... god... the question was " the Iroquois tribe was most concerned with the over hunting of this animal." or something at that affect. Animal? hmmm... well thats alot of help...
could it be the kangaroo?
maybe to hippo?
lets try the squirrel....
Hmmm.. maybe it would be of some help if I was to be instructed to read about THAT TOPIC.... arg.
The more time goes by the more I want to stay young and avoid becomeher one day *shakes fist..*
I am currently Bothered
I am listening to mum nagging

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efficient strangers
03/30/2003 09:58 p.m.
I spent an enire day with a team I think I barely know... its funny how we work together brilliantly on the field, enough to win first place, but 18 medals and one trophey later we're sitting on the ferry in 3 distinct cliques and on group of self appointed outcasts.I guess we're all just effient strangers. I flit from group to group, never really staying in one, but I guess I fit in with the self appointed outcast kind of label. not that I stayed with them either, I kept to my self mainly. I could say so much more about certain individuals if I wasn't afraid that they might one day read this, and thenjump on my back for it... I guess it doesn't matter much, shes heard most of it before from meor others. I suppose I'll just save it for another entry. I wrote another poem, and it was the kind that I love to write. It was one of those ones that just come easily into your fingertips... writing i think is just one of those things that has a mind of it's own... or maybe is just using you as a host mind.
I am currently Crafty
I am listening to tick/tock/tick/tock

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So much for not judging
03/29/2003 06:18 a.m.
I always wonder if people ever read these journal entries, you know? I think it would be cool to have a "search for journal entries" feature on this site *hint hint*. and maybe have a way to censor certain entries from the search or something... I found the poem I felt yesterday, if that makes any sense. you know when the poem is there but you cant make it work coherently? well today I found it, and it's a stark contast from todays mood. I felt so bouncy and happy today! I walked into my french class like "I feel like a balloon!" cuz I did. I saw my cousins new gf today. Meh, she seems... alright. She badmouths my other friend and thats not cool, but I promised Jord, my couz, that I woundn't judge or whatever so I'm like "ok ok, I wont." She seems reall fake though. She's got the dyed black hair and the major black eyeliner thing goin on and wears all black and dut-ta-dut-ta-da but for somereason she seems like she's not being herself. One of those "I'm a rebel, look at me, look at me!" kinda types... and she seemed like she was judging everyone in the room, which leads me to believe she judges herself alot... I dont know, so much for me not judging. I think judging is fine as long as it's justified and as long as your actions do not reflect the false judgement. That may or may not have made sense, but hey this is a journal and I can say whatever the hell I want to, yesyes?Anyways, we'll see about this chicky... maybe she's a great person... who knows?
I am currently Feisty
I am listening to Tagalog mumblings

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Rebel me
03/27/2003 07:27 p.m.
I'm here in school right now, in my independant working class... but insteads of working I'm on the computer. I feel like such a rebel, lol. Anyways,lifes been good. I've been having fun reading comments and stuff. I'm still absolutely in love with you people. you're all so great!

guilty conscience is getting to me, I'm not THAT much of a rebel. there's like ten minutes left of class and I alreadt finished my work... oh well, pretending is fun too. I logged on to look at my library and people ar like "hey why's there a pic of you there? and I'm like "uh, thats not me...." :D, anyways, I'll probably write a poem tonite, I think I feel one bubbling inside me, lol.

Till then, later


I am currently Lovely
I am listening to people around me

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I have no good title...
03/25/2003 07:06 a.m.
Sigh, I thought I would wait a while before writing my next entry. my dad wont stop talking about the war and about that asian pneumonia and although I like (like's not the word, but whatever) to hear the latest and basicically to hear him, not at the dinner table. anyways, I was overjoyed to hear from Lee that my 2 poems of mine made it on top 10 for creativity. now whether they stay is another story. personally, I'm just happy they made it there to start with :D. anyways, life is good, I drempt, which is super because remembering dreams is not my thing... is drempt a word? who cares, my mood content/on edge.... i'm not sure why it's on edge,,, it just is...
I am currently Content
I am listening to that blurby sound that AIM makes.

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Goddamn WAR
03/23/2003 07:15 a.m.
God it makes me sick.
they're showing footage now. footage of the iraqi people fighting back. god, wouldn't you? I mean if someone was invading your country would you not fight back? All the death makes me sick. We're smarter than this aren't we? doesn't anybody care? Fucking hell, people, do we even remember what it means when someone is dead? its NOT a cartoon or a video game where you can press reset. people die and they dont come back. They dont. and children die inside when they realize daddys not coming back. or that their cousin is dead and his body is burning in a country they've never heard of until the blood started pouring.
what a misguided bunch of creatures we are. fighting for god knows what, killing god knows who and dying ourselves, if not in one way than another. people make me sick
I am currently Surreal
I am listening to people laughing in the living room

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Sigh **
03/22/2003 02:14 a.m.
Sigh.... people are fascinating. My cousins are all over here and 3 yearold carrie is running around talking about when she was a baby. Sigh, life is good. For the moment, life is good.
I am currently Giddy
I am listening to the chatter of happy Filipinos in the living room

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