just before bd
11/11/2011 05:16 a.m.
you're like internet porn
and i can't download enough
and you don't want it as much
as i need to see
you waltz through
every empty room
spinning around.
lonely
with me.
I am currently Tired

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the desert strikes again
07/14/2010 12:16 a.m.
i take my shirt off and lay underneath the fan on the fresh swept concrete floor
my heart beats in my head
and sweat pools around my naked torso
the a/c sends cool down
as i stare up at the fan
spinning the world above me
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to new pornographers

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this city
02/21/2010 03:50 p.m.
this city is a growth
cancerous and expanding
i watch

-i contribute-

to this disease.

i don't care enough about getting along
and i am too lazy
but
i'm trying to change.


we all need a little change

just going to try to start using this journal thing again while i'm at work to get out random thoughts...

nothing to take seriously, but i guess that's all of my writing
I am currently Unsure
I am listening to vampire weekend

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still up, yeah...
12/06/2005 02:08 p.m.
i'm only still online right now because i haven't yet finished my beer... it's almost gone though, and once it is... so am i... yay... just for a few hours of sleep i mean... g'night
*heart
morgs... teehee
I am currently Tired
I am listening to noises through out the house

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stawberry fanta
11/21/2005 06:46 p.m.
it's not very good... i should have gotten a 12 pack of the orange fanta, it's much better, but i'm still drinking the strawberry stuff... i just finished one... kind of a breakfast shake for the sleepless... but i think now my body is finally exhausted enough to shut down... god i'm ready for it...
i'll write thank yous later...
it's always important to say thank you and let others know that they are appreciated...
i've always been bad at my thank yous... i still owe some from when i was a wee lad... oh well, life goes on
and i go to sleep... i hope

g'night
I am currently Exhausted
I am listening to rob&goldie the shadow (process remix)

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mostly just drunk... but sometimes more...
08/08/2005 02:26 p.m.

sometimes i wish i wasn't so stupid. if i was a little smarter then i would understand so much more than i do, like other people's poetry, as it is, i seldom understand and that's why i have less comments than poems that i've read. and sometimes i like a poem but can't explain why and i don't like leaving it at that... i feel i need a reason...

yeah, sometimes i just wish i wasn't so stupid...

too good to be true...
08/03/2005 07:21 a.m.

she always seems to be...
i guess it's about giving up these days
who needs happy when she won't even look my way
anymore...

i'm giving up and growing old
gettin tired of the story told
i fell in love but it was a lie
i'm not content watching time slide by
she always said it would end like this
and she told me i won't be missed...

it's gotta be the fishnets
07/31/2005 01:46 p.m.

sat in a hot tub for a little while tonight, and that was good... right now though i mostly should be asleep and i feel like a big loserface... that's all ready become my word of that day at a quarter to six in the morning... my word, loserface... hooray

i would have been a hot chick, instead, i'm a boy and i just want to snuggle... and it sucks when there's no one to snuggle and that's all you want to do... and it's especially bad when you're house sitting and you should be able to find someone to snuggle with, but everyone is out doing other things, like not snuggling with me...

ug... i think i'm going to go to bed soon because all i'm doing right now is pretending that i can read poetry, but words are mostly elluding me right now... stoopid words being too hard for me to really grasp right now... i'm going to be pouty all day and i'm just fine with that, call me loserface or poutybutt...

still dark here...
07/27/2005 11:38 a.m.
the east coast is waking up and i can't sleep...
i should have been in bed hours ago...
oh well, life goes on
at least until it ends...


i'm still coughing like a lung cancer patient... and trust me, i know what they sound like...

i really do...
I am currently Bothered
I am listening to tbs

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the moon creeps me out on nights like this
07/22/2005 11:53 a.m.
dirty condoms litter the room
-and she dreams of cleaning-
but there is nothing left to say
and the walls are stained with cum
so moldy it could take a miracle
raining down cleaning fluid
splattering sputtering more than just
a few sheets of wet swiffer
the f'breeze doesn't cut
stench anymore then a fart worsens it
rot is too deep to support death
life is all that's left

and these are all double mind tricks
on nights like these the moon keeps
me up and the sun creeps me out
'cuz it's setting on summer in anchorage
and the hot leaves these chilling bones
the stars shine like the snow has all ready fallen
and the lights burn out and the oil is low
night time in the city under a cloudy sky

g'night... i think i'm off for sleep.
i've been rambling too long
and i seem to be in desperate need of some happy
if anyone can spare a little bit
i would love to share because i've been
missing mine for too long now.
I am currently Sexy
I am listening to i'm not really sexy...

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