suds in the sink
06/26/2005 04:38 p.m.
i just got home about half an hour ago and i was washing my hands so i could remove my contacts with out getting all sorts of grime all over them. that's not important though. when i put my hands together under the water after squirting soap on them a large glob of the soap fell into the bottom of the sink. seeing that reminded me of her (she who you do not know who she is, oh so clever) and at first i laughed to myself and then i wasn't sad. i think that's good progress because just a week ago i would have been very sad. today i wasn't, maybe i'm just too strung out right now to really be sad... who knows... i'm going to call it good progress. because i want to be an optimist.
I am currently Tired
I am listening to armor for sleep

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angry spirits? mwhaha... it's like mean alcohol
05/20/2005 03:12 p.m.
yeah... just took the which spirit are you quizy thingy... and aparently i'm anger, and a rotten girl... hmm, oh well... look at the pic and read it for yourself... why am i always a girl when i'm really a boy?


You are the Spirit of Anger. You are every inch the
bad girl. Something happened to make you so
angry and you need to channel it out, if anyone
gets in your way, they're in for a big shock.
Friends are not essential for you, you don't
care whether they're there or not. But if you
do have friends they will be the most loyal for
it takes a lot to become your friend. You
attract people to you, so a partner is no
trouble but if they can't handle you then
they're out the window.


Which stunning spirit of emotion are you? NEW AND IMPROVED! (amazingly beautiful anime pics!)
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I am currently Brooding
I am listening to some chill out cd

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damaged boy
05/20/2005 12:47 p.m.
i would do anything
to get the smell of smoke
off of my hands
and the taste of blood
out of my mouth

"you had garlic today, didn't you?"
she would always ask
any time i did have garlic
even after twelve hours... or
"did you eat a pickle?"
and always -i- would say,
"yes, i did."
it was the same with alcohol
and any other thing
that i took in through my mouth

and it's taken me over a month
to realize...
i am nothing
without you, but...
i don't know what i have
with you.

-i thought you knew-
lady, i'm damaged goods
I am currently Brooding
I am listening to eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

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so, i quit...
05/05/2005 09:23 a.m.
yeah... i haven't had a cigarette in a week or so. i really want one right now, badly... but i'm not going to smoke, i quit... i swear, i really did it this time.
I am currently Erotic
I am listening to ummm... i don't really feel erotic, i just like the word

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i heard it was smart
04/11/2005 01:09 p.m.

GREEN


??Which colour of Death is yours??
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i forget who said it, because my short term memory is shot, but he said it was fucking genius, or something like that... i actually think it's pretty stupid, but i do like green... i'm just not the rare type...
I am currently O.K.
I am listening to death cab for cutie

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beer!
04/11/2005 07:30 a.m.

it quenches my thirst

and dehydrates me at the same time

is there a better invention in the world?

my prose is crap
04/09/2005 11:06 a.m.
i was thinking about it on the way home tonight. having an hour to drive from palmer leaves one with plenty of time to think, and so i thought. my prose is crap, not only that, but it's kind of a cop-out. it just gives me a reason to not have to figure out breaks and i can just leave it in full lines with out a second thought. it's pretty sad really when i'm too lazy, or lack the brain power to put breaks into my would be poetry... ah, oh well though, i'll get it all back together eventually, maybe... bleh
I am currently Needy
I am listening to my heart beating in time with the silence in the room

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i am sylvia plath reincarnate as a man... or not
04/07/2005 09:08 a.m.

You are Sylvia Plath! She committed suicide by
shoving her head in a gas oven.
Congratulations! She was mentally troubled
throughout her life, and toyed with the idea of
suicide many times. She wrote brilliant and
insightful poetry, although it was all
autobiographical; poor sylvia had a hard time
getting outside herself, and her connections
with members of the opposite sex were troubled
at best. She has been picked up since her
death in the early sixties as a champion of the
feminist cause.


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yay... i guess... hmmm, i suppose it's time to go turn the oven on.
I am currently Blue
I am listening to the pinehurst kids still

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faces through the window
04/07/2005 08:30 a.m.
looking at you
i am reminded of a place
-oh- so far away...


home.
I am currently Blue
I am listening to the pinehurst kids

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words of wisdom
04/06/2005 03:39 a.m.
walk slowly in a world of runners,
that way when they try to run beside you
they'll be easier to trip.
I am currently Blue
I am listening to the creak of this old chair

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