I have LOUD roomates
10/31/2002 04:19 a.m.
I am just about ready to go to bed, but my roommates are being so loud that I'm not sure if sleep will find me for awhile. Besides that I am completely restless tonight. Maybe it's because Halloween is tomorrow...Or maybe it's because I am a little bit drunk. Who knows? :) I'm still debating on how or if I should dress for Halloween tomorrow. I do have a nice pair of black leather pants that I just might want to wear...and what better opportunity than halloween? :) T called before...:) We had a fun little chat. I miss him so much. Well I suppose I should probably continue studying for a possible pop-quiz tomorrow and then head to bed...Good night for now
I am currently Restless
I am listening to "More Than Words" by Extreme

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So Very Tired
10/30/2002 04:56 a.m.
Long day today...I tried to schedule my classes for next semester. I got all of them except one...CPR and Safety. I hope I am able to get into it...I need it to graduate in May. T called me before, but he sounded tired so I told him to just go to bed and that I loved him. I miss him so much. I'm listening to some sappy love music right now. For some reason I love that music...even if it makes me sad since T isn't here. I think it's because I am in love...maybe thats why I enjoy it. Before I met T, the music would just depress me and I would have to turn it off...

I am so happy that today is over. I absolutely hate Tuesdays. So many classes... It will be this way next semester too, but hey at least I don't have classes on Friday. :) Oh well need to run. Goodnight! I love you T!

I am currently Tired
I am listening to "Breathe Again" by Toni Braxton

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In Love
10/29/2002 06:02 a.m.
I am sitting here just thinking...I probably should be doing work right now since I have five classes to worry about tomorrow, but I don't feel like doing work. I did some of my Stats and I feel overworked for the night. :) I talked to T before. He called me...I love him so much. Have you ever felt something so incredibly powerful for someone that you felt that "love" wasn't a strong enough word to describe those overwhelming feelings? Thats what I am feeling now for T. Like I am searching for something...some word to describe how I feel and there is nothing out there that will perfectly describe my feelings. Ah...I guess that is why love is so complicated... :)
I am currently Reflective
I am listening to "Love of a Lifetime" by Firehouse

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Amazing Weekend :)
10/28/2002 04:27 p.m.
I decided to start a journal again online, but I am not planning to use names since the last time I did that...it got me in a bit of trouble.

I had the most amazing weekend this weekend. T and I had so much fun together. It is so hard sometimes living two hours away from each other, as opposed to the fifteen minutes we used to live from each other this past summer. And then there is me with my insecurities...always worrying that someone else better than me will love him. We had a nice talk on Saturday. He assured me that he thought my insecurites were "silly" and that he loved me and only me. I needed that reasurance. He is so wonderful. Honestly...I never thought I'd be happy again after M. But I am ten times happier than I ever was with him. T is so special. I have never met anyone like him.

After our talk, we went to see "Poe Evermore" in Lancaster, PA. The show was awesome. It took place in a mansion and they acted out four of Poe's famous stories. It was cool. And in between every show they had wine tasting, which was nice :). I bought my mom a bottle of spiced apple wine. I hope she likes it. We came home and went to sleep and then Sunday morning was more amazing than Saturday...;) I love T so so much. And I miss him like crazy. Oh well...Have a class in a bit. Need to shower... :)
I am currently Lucky
I am listening to "Buried Alive 2" on TV

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